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"We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and even death, and that our job was merely to create the noise that seemed to fascinate them." - The Virgin Suicides
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Denise Chang, Illegal eighteen, currently rocking and rolling around, trying to find my own identity. Loves Chelsea, Justin Timberlake and the finer things in life (; Formspring Twitter Tumblr Facebook
#33 Ants in my pants!

HELLO! Today, I've got no work and I'm having a really lazy day with dad today ♥
So I thought, hey, I might as well post useless things about me that you don't really have to know, but I shall because it's my blog, and I can.
Deezaster presents...

15 + 2 RANDOM (AND USELESS) THINGS ABOUT ME!
(don't ask me why I used pink)

I've been on telly before! Yeah, sure I have. When I was 10 (I think), I was on the Oscar and Friends gameshow, with Sarimah. Damn, I hate that womanz. Haha but yeah. I made it to the second round, the one where you have to choose the next lyrics of a song snippet. The song I got was Wild Wild West by who-the-fish knows. So I lost. It's all good though (Y) It was on NTV7, if my memory serves me well.

I don't like milk. But everything that is made with milk, I'm okay. Like for example, MILK CHOCOLATE. Hell to the yes. And um, oh wait, the list ends there. I'm not a fan of cheese, in fact I only have cheese when nothing else is available. I can't stand mayonnaise and I only eat processed-beyond-recognition yogurt. Butter is okay. What's bread without butter ay.

I'm a sports kinda girl. Yes, you may find that hard to believe. Very very hard to believe. BUT IT'S TRUE. I loooove badminton & softball. I play netball, football occasionally, volleyball (horridly, though) and I swim whenever I can. I thought of learning squash and tennis, but I never had the time. And the rackets. Mai goodness. Oh oh, and foos is a sport too right? Right? Say yes. I know it is.

I wish I was an arts person. You know, like drawing, writing music, dancing and sketching. I can't really do any of those. Well, I can, but I'm no good at it. I get really really jealous when I see people who can draw/dance well. I always wish I started earlier, but yeah. I'm taking architecture because I'm so in love with art, and architecture doesn't really require you to draw so much, what with all the technology. I play the piano, but I can't play by ear. I can, but only a few notes. My chords and all are an epic FAIL. I'm self learning the guitar, and I'm really hoping that I could find some glint of talent in that.

I never complete what I start. There's this really long list of things that I started, whether it was when I was younger or just recently. Part of the list are, ballet (age 4-10), art classes (many stages of my life, and I regret never finishing a proper course), my cross stitch project worth RM300 (yeah, I sew), my church missionaries (when I was 7), school projects, Kumon, and many many other things. I've done loads of things, I just never finish them. The only thing I ever had a real passion for was my piano, which I am literally one step away from completing. I'm going for my diploma soon, so I'm really proud about that. I only regret never finishing my ballet. I really want to dance contemporary. Haha, bummers.

I'm a banana. Not literally of course. And almost everyone knows this. Yeah, yellow on the outside, white on the inside. I can't speak a word of Chinese. Okay, not really true. My street Cantonese is not that bad. And I understand both Mandarin and Cantonese and bit of Teo Chew, Hakka and Hokkien since my whole extended family speaks those dialects. I'm making an effort to learn though, but my pronunciation is like shit because of my fluency in English & Malay.

I have another half, my sister. Well yeah, everyone knows this too. It's always Dee & Sam. And people always think we're twins too. That's coz she's taller than me (BY 2CM KAYZ?), and we both have short hair and glasses. Oh and the fact that we understand each other like no one else does. We're so connected in some bizarre way, people can't help to think we're twins when we're actually 3 years apart. Besides the fact that Sam is mature for her age. What do they feed kids these days, huh? Of course we have our fights, but it never lasts.

I have more guy friends than girls. My dad doesn't like it, mum's okay with it (I think). And I have a real good reason behind it too. Guys are just straight out honest. They tell you what's true, and not what you want to hear. I just love hanging out with my guy friends coz I can just kick back, relax and just be myself by laughing like a retarded hyena without them caring. When I'm with girls however, I always feel so constrained, like they're judging every move I make. And plus, my guys friends, well the ones I have that is, are reaaaally protective. They've come to my rescue countless of times, and would never ever let me do anything stupid, like smoke. I hate the fact that some family members of mine *ehem, don't like it, but I'm sorry.

I am obsessed, I repeat, obsessed with Justin Timberlake. I always have been, since those N'Sync days. Holy gravy, can that boy MOVE. And he's oh so oh so HOT. I wish he would come out with a new album already, I miss being in this weird infatuation mode where all I talk about is Justin Randall Timberlake ♥

I have a thing for bald guys, like Justin Timberlake. So thank goodness I didn't get chosen for PLKN. I would've been in hysterics! And no, that doesn't include oldies. Man who are balding, nuh uh. Boys who have the guts to shave it all off, mhmm, yes please. Oh and guys who are simple. Like shorts and long sleeve tee with shoes, oh my [insert inappropriate swear word here], can I have you pleaseeee? & I absolutely despise guys who wear flops, except if to the pasar malam or mamak. But if you're going out, PLEASE WEAR SHOES. And I like neatness in a guy, I don't understand why so many of has taken it as a personal challenge to grow hair longer than mine. Not cool :/

I can't sleep with the air conditioner on. I used to be able to, but when I started using the fan to save electricity and to reduce chlorofluorocarbon release (cehh), I kinda forgot my air conditioner. So now when I turn it on, it's nice to fall asleep to, but when I wake up, it's like I've released a nose monster. It will run like a fishcake tap, I tell you. And the sneezing, yikes, I could wake up the whole neighbourhood. And the flu will last about 3 days, so yeah. I always sleep with the fan.

I have a thing for going against the overrated. And since going against the overrated is becoming overrated, I'm kinda stuck in a pickle. EXAMPLE. I looooooved Twilight when I read it in 2007, tried getting my friends to read it, but noooo. Then KABOOM, the world is filled with screaming "twi-hards". And Edward Cullen? He's a fictional character, ladies! Puh-leaaaase. Oh and Justin Bieber, I only hate him coz he's got too many fans. I gotta admit his songs are okay, but the voice. Goodness. Okay, I'll stop elaborating now.

I can sleep anytime, anywhere except for when I'm supposed too. Seriously. I once had a group of people tell me that their first impression of me was that I could fall asleep anywhere. Like at some random person's house, seminars (okay, normal), class and especially in the car. But somehow, my brain has been preset to not let me fall asleep before 3AM. I'll just toss and turn in my bed till about 3.30 before I finally sleep, no matter how tired I was. But just leave me waiting somewhere for about 20 minutes, I'll be dozing off like my life was one big snooze fest.

I'm a semi-perfectionist. How freaking cool is that. Haha nah, I just made that up. But seriously. Sometimes, when I really put my mind to something, I want it to be absolutely perfect. Simple stuff like school projects, cooking a meal for my family or arranging my stuff. But when I'm too lazy, I'll just dump everything together and later regret, so I end up doing everything again. I always want things neat and proper but ironically my room is an obstacle course. Call me weird, I'm just limited edition. Okay, I just stole the latter two lines from Facebook, how original :p

I'm not ladylike at all. I have a really loud and contagious laugh. You should hear it, it'll make you laugh even more. And to make things worse, I laugh at almost everything. My mum says I'm too happy, and that my funny bone is too ticklelable. Hahaha. I have always gotten into trouble in class for laughing way too loud, and I can basically never be quiet or sit still. I used to sit like I have no backbone. I still do actually, when no one's looking. And like I said, I always have ants in my pants. Mum used to hate it when I couldn't just sit still, I'd spin around in a revolving chair, make noises and pretty much annoy the hell out of her. But once she started putting me in skirts, I guess I've started behaving more :3 And I'm really messy too, you should see my room. Ask Haris if you don't believe me (;

I have an intense fear of lizards. And frogs. I. Can. Not. Stand. Them. They scare the shit out of me, although they're just sitting there. I hate the way they look, the way they sound and their very existence. I hope I don't end up dreaming of frogs and lizards eating me up alive, but yeah. I won't harm them, I'm too afraid to even go near. Cockroaches I'm okay. Lizards, no freaking way. I just wish they don't inhabit houses :/

I consider myself really lucky. I'm basically already privileged to not be mentally challenged, and that I have 2 arms and 2 legs, 10 fingers and 10 toes. Hey, I even have 4 eyes. I have parents who love me, give me everything they can, and I hardly ask for things except when I really want it (okay, except clothes). My laptop, iPod, phone and all. It's not necessary but I've been blessed with parents who think I deserve it. I may complain about not being able to go out as often as I like, but I still do have a life, and friends. I have a house to live in, a car to drive (soon :p), and a college to go to. Who could ask for more? :)

So there you have it. 17 things about me I bet many people didn't know. I put a lot of effort in this although it really wouldn't affect my life or yours. Why 17? Coz I initially did 15, then added two more and also because I can (:

Currently listening to : About 20+ songs as I wrote this.

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