"We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and even death, and that our job was merely to create the noise that seemed to fascinate them." - The Virgin Suicides
about me
Denise Chang,
Illegal eighteen, currently rocking and rolling around, trying to find my own identity. Loves Chelsea, Justin Timberlake and the finer things in life (;
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Okay, over a week since my last post, sorreh.
So thing's have been busy. I just finished a whole week of Moral Education with the classmates. We had fun, with the sketches, endless taiti and even doing charity work. Despite the slight (heartbreaking) misunderstanding on the last day, it was pretty good.
I signed up for a membership at Celebrity Fitness and as soon as I signed the contract, I regretted it. I mean, it's money I'm promising to pay for that I don't have. Plus Zoukout is less than 3 weeks away, and I'm broke as hell. There's like, RM6.20 left in my bank account wtfish.
Which is why I now have two jobs :) I went back to teaching at Enopi, I missed the kids a lot. And I'm getting RM8 an hour now, which is awesome. I also got a job in Cloth and Sash, a boutique in Bangsar as well. Today was my first day and I must say it was an interesting experience. I don't get as much as I do tutoring, but it's all good. On average, I'd probably earn about RM1200 a month, which is more than good enough.
Last Friday, we celebrated Ms Hillary Ang's 18th party, organised by yours truly. It was good, but the live band was noisy, hahah. I suppose everyone had a good time, especially the birthday girl, with 3 surprises on one night :) After that I headed down to MOS with SAM people, and the crowd was really sucky. They played techno all night, not really my favourite. But I had a blast from the past with a certain someone towards the end of the night *winks
Happy birthday woman, love you banyak ♥
4/5ths of the Kaki Dilemma and I (;
Yeah, birthday happy ;p
I know I have a stoned face in pretty much all the pictures, I'm not sure why, but yeah. Hahah.
Au revoir.
Currently plugged into : I Gotta Feeling Remix - David Guetta
Heeeeh, sorry, excuse the Cina-ness. Helloo :D
I've redone my whole blog, the previous layout was too damn ugly. I know this one isn't me. At all. But yeah. Winds of change, people, change.
Anyway, it's been badonkey years since I updated, and I feel really bad coz I actually do love my blog. I don't know where to start :O
Hmm I celebrated my eighteenth not too long ago, the 8th to be precise. Kelly took me out for Eclipse the night before, and the clock struck 12 when we were in Banana Leaf, Centrepoint while we were having cheese naan and camwhoring ;) In class was pretty nuts, friends and I were sharing cake on each other's faces :p Tons of pictures on Facebook, just check out my tagged photos.
Life's been pretty boring yet crazy at the same time. I'm pretty much home most of the time, pigging out in front of my laptop like I do best. Other times I'm stressing out about my studies but not really doing anything about it anyway.
Time's been flying really really quick. It's already end of July and I don't know where Jan, Feb, March, April, May and June went. Scary shit la. Another four months and I'm out of Taylors already :/ I feel like college and I have this lovehate relationship. Sometimes it pisses me off so bad I just feel like staying in bed. I don't, but I end up going to college dressed like crap. Other times I'm so excited, I take forever to get dressed. LOL. No relevance, I know.
Friends are everywhere in college, but somehow I haven't found anyone that I can really relate to, other than Kelly Ng. She's awesome la this woman. Hehe. But honestly, I really miss my old friends. They may not be perfect, and probably not good for me, but they've been the ones putting a smile on my face for the past 5 years :')
Oh Sneijder, you cannot imagine my immense love for you :')
My heart burns with so much pride when I see them :)
Oh, something random. World Cup. From the beginning, I've always been Spain and Holland fans. I even told myself that if they were both in the finals, I wouldn't know who to choose. Then I found that I was rooting for Oranje more then Espana. But I still loved both though. And I didn't like the fact that so many others were already supporting Spain. That's just me and my weird desire to go against everyone else la kan. Then when the finals came, I bought myself an Oranje jersey, pergh semangat already. Watched the finals in AC with Haris, slept in his car then went straight to college. Zombie like the whole day man. And I was wearing my Netherlands jersey pulak tu. Haha (Y)
Anyway, things to look forward to! Friday the 13th themed party in August! Student Council is organizing the whole thing so I've got quite a bit on my plate. I'm getting Caprice to perform, yummeh. Aaaand preparations for Corroberee, our prom has started. The theme for this one is Garden of Eden. Gold, green and white colours. I can already imagine how I'm going. All I need is the perfect date. Hehe. Oh and MTV World Stage. Someone on my timelime tweeted, "Oh, you mean Katy Perry's concert? The others are just opening acts." LOL, I couldn't agree more. Shitty lineup if you ask me. As much as I love Bunkface, I feel that MTV could have done better. I mean come on, look at last years. All I'm saying is I'm only going if I get a free ticket, I'm not gonna be chasing like I did last year. Malas.
Okay, so this is just it for now. Hoping that I'll post another update soon.
Till then,
LOVEEE, Denise.
Currently listening to : Kissin U by Miranda Cosgrove
I know I haven't been updating in awhile, I'm sorry. Somehow I'm just not as inspired as I was before. But oh well, Imma try my best now :)
As usual, college is just plain insane, with assessments almost everyday. Class tests, aural tests, pratical tests, the list just goes on. I had a week's worth of holidays after a week of Malaysian Studies, which was pretty fun actually, considering the fact that we slept, played DotA/CS/Plants Vs Zombies, talked, did more sleeping, and did very little listening to the lecture throughout the whole week. Poor Mr. Tong /;
&& during my hols', I finally got my haircut, and it's really different. I got it done at Shawn Cutler, but it was worth the RM65 (;
There was a class BBQ on the 11th of June, not a lot came. Mfourians are hard to work with, HAHA! Mmm, I kid. Most of them are from other states, so yeah, most of them were back home during the hols'. It was nice, especially since the house we had it at was gigantorous! Two houses connected, four floors, seven dogs, seven cars, security key needed for every floor and don't even get me started on the rooms! Mmm, it was a nice night.
On the 17th, I stayed over CheyJackson's place with Sam. We (Chey and us) are somehow related, big long family story about it. We were at Pyramid for quite awhile, waiting for KaiZawawi to arrive. It's my first time meeting her, she's really nice, and has nice stuff too, heheh. We were really bored, and it was too exy for us to go karaoke, so we decided on Night Park in Sunway Lagoon instead. We got so, wet. Went home at 10-ish, and I slept pretty early since I had college the next morning. Borrowed some of Chey's clothes too (;
Oh, then there was the long awaited primary school reunion on the 19th, which was pure madness. Well, not the dinner at Marche, which honestly sucked. Not only was it too darn exy, it was pretty tasteless. Al-Safar would have done much better. Mmm, it was the after party that rocked the night. I'll spare you the details, I can't really remember much of it anyways (; All I know is that we were playing cards and having a few shots. Enough said. Thank you JocelynTiong, MichelleCheah, LoiSueAun, LeeCheeFai, IsaiahJoshuaThomas, YangKokWeng, MuhammadFadzil, SebastianSaw for the crazy night. KieranIdris & BonnieNg too, although they left earlier.
On a random note, I'm thinking bout quitting my tutoring job, but hmmm. && I have a teeny tiny crush on someone I shouldn't be having one on (;
Currently listening to : That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber
Hey hello, I know I've kinda abandoned my blog a bit. It's just that, life's been so.. crazy yet boring at the same time.
The logic to that statement is well, pretty simple yet complicated. LOL WTF right. I think I've gone bonkers.
College has been so busy! I've got so much tests, and assignments, I've never had so much work to do before. But yet, I find myself on Facebook 3-4 hours a day, and don't even get me started on weekends. When it's Saturday or Sunday, I completely forget I even go to college :/
I feel lifeless. And yes, that is just expected of a SAM student. But but I feel like I've missed out on life before this so much that I just want to live now. I just want to be spontaneous and go out for a drive with friends, skip class and just well, live. But then I feel guilty when I do so cause of the work I have.
And oh my goodness, my horrendous results. You don't even want to know. 5 out of 40 for Chemistry, the lowest in class. I am so failing SAM. I need help la, fishcake. And Spec Maths. Holy cow, why was I even crazy enough to think that I could handle this? :(
I'm sort of broken. In a way. My heart is like, in so many pieces and just flying off in different directions that I don't even know what to think or feel anymore. It's confusing.
Part of me tells me to just forget about all this and just concentrate on SAM. But the other part. The other raging, screaming part that wants him to know I exist, so so badly. I hate how much he knows I linger around so he can say hey, or that my heart skips two, maybe three beats when I see him.
And my classmates. They don't like me. Well, not all of them (I hope.), but two of the five people I feel most comfortable with. Sometimes I figure that I can't be too loud, but I just can't help it. I'm always the misfit. I wish life wasn't such a dick.
Oh and I can't find my camera charger, fuck.
Currently listening to : Airplanes by B.O.B ft Hayley Williams
So far things have been.. a huge roller coaster of disaster. Over the past two weeks, it's been mixed emotions, crazy talk and spending money.
I stayed over at Hillary's place for about two nights. The picture above was taken by her, after I was forced to try on about 42652 clothes of hers. Surprisingly enough, we're both the same size. Except for her big feet and height. Oh and my bigger bum and her bigger boobs. It was fun, although all we pretty much did was jump around in her room trying on clothes and taking hours to decide what to wear for college the next day. Adrian, her boyfriend drove us to and from college both days, and oh, he's got the same birthday as me (Y) We slept late on both days, causing me to fall asleep in class so many times. Mmm, Hill's brother said to her that I've got a round ass. Gee, thanks for the newsflash. What her 15 year old brother is doing checking out my ass and all, I will never know. We watched Fame, ate too many damn Cheerios and bought clothes online, yay! Love love ♥
Other than that, college has been kinda shitty. HAHA no, not really. I just feel like pointing out that there are too many damn couples around. Like Hill said, all the hot ones are taken. Bahahahaha. Oh and I had my Maths and Spec Maths class test recently. 11/20 for Maths, yo. That's...bad.
For now, I'm staying in Beh Beh's place on weekdays, probably go to work on Friday afternoons after classes, then head back to Sepang for the weekend. I've got my last two driving hours this weekend, then I can book my JPJ test, although I can't say that I can confidently pass the exam. We'll see. I still haven't been to the movies in badonkey years but I did spend money on tops from F21 and a haircut. Thinking about rehighlighting my hair since it's not red anymore, more like shit yellow, as you can see in the picture. But meh, too lazy.
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This blog is not dead. I will update, it's just that I don't have time with all the driving classes, church and college things going on. It would be a lie to say that I'm not enjoying college, I really am. I'm opening up to things, and my classmates are really funny :)
I just feel kinda bored here. And a tad bit alone. I haven't shopped in DAYS! *proud of myself :p And I looong for my friends, my old friends.
I'm waiting to get my license, so I can finally drive and take myself out whenever I want. Three cheers for independance and being alone. Currently listening to : Down ft Lil Wayne by Jay Sean
This is why music makes my world go round. Seriously. Things have been crazy busy, with homework, church, interning, editoring, piano-ing and fitting in :) And I'm so completely jaded. Currently listening to : The song above (:
Just a quick update on what I did this weekend, or the last weekend before my college life starts :) I know I'm making sorta big deal out of everything, and friends who have already started college tells me it's nothing much, but trust me, it's something to me, alright.
yesterday, Outing with my boys from high school, before Feck leaves for National Service, can't wait to see him bald :p For a few of them, it was the first time in Sunway Pyramid, so it was cute seeing them get excited bout everything. We had half our minds to go ice skating, the other half wanted to watch a movie. In the end, we ended up just walking around, before they all left for Mid Valley, leaving me to meet up with my dad.
today, Was supposed to wake up early for a whole day commited to church. Ended up waking at 1, missing the 11am service and lunch with Matt. Had lunch at Subway with Haris, although the silly boy wouldn't eat. Went for 4pm service, signed up for VIP, and I feel sooo good about it.
tomorrow, Orientation at Taylor's College, and I simply can't wait! :)
Currently listening to : Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston & JB.
HELLO! Today, I've got no work and I'm having a really lazy day with dad today ♥ So I thought, hey, I might as well post useless things about me that you don't really have to know, but I shall because it's my blog, and I can. Deezaster presents...
15 + 2 RANDOM (AND USELESS) THINGS ABOUT ME!
(don't ask me why I used pink)
I've been on telly before! Yeah, sure I have. When I was 10 (I think), I was on the Oscar and Friends gameshow, with Sarimah. Damn, I hate that womanz. Haha but yeah. I made it to the second round, the one where you have to choose the next lyrics of a song snippet. The song I got was Wild Wild West by who-the-fish knows. So I lost. It's all good though (Y) It was on NTV7, if my memory serves me well.
I don't like milk. But everything that is made with milk, I'm okay. Like for example, MILK CHOCOLATE. Hell to the yes. And um, oh wait, the list ends there. I'm not a fan of cheese, in fact I only have cheese when nothing else is available. I can't stand mayonnaise and I only eat processed-beyond-recognition yogurt. Butter is okay. What's bread without butter ay.
I'm a sports kinda girl. Yes, you may find that hard to believe. Very very hard to believe. BUT IT'S TRUE. I loooove badminton & softball. I play netball, football occasionally, volleyball (horridly, though) and I swim whenever I can. I thought of learning squash and tennis, but I never had the time. And the rackets. Mai goodness. Oh oh, and foos is a sport too right? Right? Say yes. I know it is.
I wish I was an arts person. You know, like drawing, writing music, dancing and sketching. I can't really do any of those. Well, I can, but I'm no good at it. I get really really jealous when I see people who can draw/dance well. I always wish I started earlier, but yeah. I'm taking architecture because I'm so in love with art, and architecture doesn't really require you to draw so much, what with all the technology. I play the piano, but I can't play by ear. I can, but only a few notes. My chords and all are an epic FAIL. I'm self learning the guitar, and I'm really hoping that I could find some glint of talent in that.
I never complete what I start. There's this really long list of things that I started, whether it was when I was younger or just recently. Part of the list are, ballet (age 4-10), art classes (many stages of my life, and I regret never finishing a proper course), my cross stitch project worth RM300 (yeah, I sew), my church missionaries (when I was 7), school projects, Kumon, and many many other things. I've done loads of things, I just never finish them. The only thing I ever had a real passion for was my piano, which I am literally one step away from completing. I'm going for my diploma soon, so I'm really proud about that. I only regret never finishing my ballet. I really want to dance contemporary. Haha, bummers.
I'm a banana. Not literally of course. And almost everyone knows this. Yeah, yellow on the outside, white on the inside. I can't speak a word of Chinese. Okay, not really true. My street Cantonese is not that bad. And I understand both Mandarin and Cantonese and bit of Teo Chew, Hakka and Hokkien since my whole extended family speaks those dialects. I'm making an effort to learn though, but my pronunciation is like shit because of my fluency in English & Malay.
I have another half, my sister. Well yeah, everyone knows this too. It's always Dee & Sam. And people always think we're twins too. That's coz she's taller than me (BY 2CM KAYZ?), and we both have short hair and glasses. Oh and the fact that we understand each other like no one else does. We're so connected in some bizarre way, people can't help to think we're twins when we're actually 3 years apart. Besides the fact that Sam is mature for her age. What do they feed kids these days, huh? Of course we have our fights, but it never lasts.
I have more guy friends than girls. My dad doesn't like it, mum's okay with it (I think). And I have a real good reason behind it too. Guys are just straight out honest. They tell you what's true, and not what you want to hear. I just love hanging out with my guy friends coz I can just kick back, relax and just be myself by laughing like a retarded hyena without them caring. When I'm with girls however, I always feel so constrained, like they're judging every move I make. And plus, my guys friends, well the ones I have that is, are reaaaally protective. They've come to my rescue countless of times, and would never ever let me do anything stupid, like smoke. I hate the fact that some family members of mine *ehem, don't like it, but I'm sorry.
I am obsessed, I repeat, obsessed with Justin Timberlake. I always have been, since those N'Sync days. Holy gravy, can that boy MOVE. And he's oh so oh so HOT. I wish he would come out with a new album already, I miss being in this weird infatuation mode where all I talk about is Justin Randall Timberlake ♥
I have a thing for bald guys, like Justin Timberlake. So thank goodness I didn't get chosen for PLKN. I would've been in hysterics! And no, that doesn't include oldies. Man who are balding, nuh uh. Boys who have the guts to shave it all off, mhmm, yes please. Oh and guys who are simple. Like shorts and long sleeve tee with shoes, oh my [insert inappropriate swear word here], can I have you pleaseeee? & I absolutely despise guys who wear flops, except if to the pasar malam or mamak. But if you're going out, PLEASE WEAR SHOES. And I like neatness in a guy, I don't understand why so many of has taken it as a personal challenge to grow hair longer than mine. Not cool :/
I can't sleep with the air conditioner on. I used to be able to, but when I started using the fan to save electricity and to reduce chlorofluorocarbon release (cehh), I kinda forgot my air conditioner. So now when I turn it on, it's nice to fall asleep to, but when I wake up, it's like I've released a nose monster. It will run like a fishcake tap, I tell you. And the sneezing, yikes, I could wake up the whole neighbourhood. And the flu will last about 3 days, so yeah. I always sleep with the fan.
I have a thing for going against the overrated. And since going against the overrated is becoming overrated, I'm kinda stuck in a pickle. EXAMPLE. I looooooved Twilight when I read it in 2007, tried getting my friends to read it, but noooo. Then KABOOM, the world is filled with screaming "twi-hards". And Edward Cullen? He's a fictional character, ladies! Puh-leaaaase. Oh and Justin Bieber, I only hate him coz he's got too many fans. I gotta admit his songs are okay, but the voice. Goodness. Okay, I'll stop elaborating now.
I can sleep anytime, anywhere except for when I'm supposed too. Seriously. I once had a group of people tell me that their first impression of me was that I could fall asleep anywhere. Like at some random person's house, seminars (okay, normal), class and especially in the car. But somehow, my brain has been preset to not let me fall asleep before 3AM. I'll just toss and turn in my bed till about 3.30 before I finally sleep, no matter how tired I was. But just leave me waiting somewhere for about 20 minutes, I'll be dozing off like my life was one big snooze fest.
I'm a semi-perfectionist. How freaking cool is that. Haha nah, I just made that up. But seriously. Sometimes, when I really put my mind to something, I want it to be absolutely perfect. Simple stuff like school projects, cooking a meal for my family or arranging my stuff. But when I'm too lazy, I'll just dump everything together and later regret, so I end up doing everything again. I always want things neat and proper but ironically my room is an obstacle course. Call me weird, I'm just limited edition. Okay, I just stole the latter two lines from Facebook, how original :p
I'm not ladylike at all. I have a really loud and contagious laugh. You should hear it, it'll make you laugh even more. And to make things worse, I laugh at almost everything. My mum says I'm too happy, and that my funny bone is too ticklelable. Hahaha. I have always gotten into trouble in class for laughing way too loud, and I can basically never be quiet or sit still. I used to sit like I have no backbone. I still do actually, when no one's looking. And like I said, I always have ants in my pants. Mum used to hate it when I couldn't just sit still, I'd spin around in a revolving chair, make noises and pretty much annoy the hell out of her. But once she started putting me in skirts, I guess I've started behaving more :3 And I'm really messy too, you should see my room. Ask Haris if you don't believe me (;
I have an intense fear of lizards. And frogs. I. Can. Not. Stand. Them. They scare the shit out of me, although they're just sitting there. I hate the way they look, the way they sound and their very existence. I hope I don't end up dreaming of frogs and lizards eating me up alive, but yeah. I won't harm them, I'm too afraid to even go near. Cockroaches I'm okay. Lizards, no freaking way. I just wish they don't inhabit houses :/
I consider myself really lucky. I'm basically already privileged to not be mentally challenged, and that I have 2 arms and 2 legs, 10 fingers and 10 toes. Hey, I even have 4 eyes. I have parents who love me, give me everything they can, and I hardly ask for things except when I really want it (okay, except clothes). My laptop, iPod, phone and all. It's not necessary but I've been blessed with parents who think I deserve it. I may complain about not being able to go out as often as I like, but I still do have a life, and friends. I have a house to live in, a car to drive (soon :p), and a college to go to. Who could ask for more? :)
So there you have it. 17 things about me I bet many people didn't know. I put a lot of effort in this although it really wouldn't affect my life or yours. Why 17? Coz I initially did 15, then added two more and also because I can (: Currently listening to : About 20+ songs as I wrote this.
Yes indeed. The time has arrived peoplezzzz! SPM results day *dum dum dummmmm* To tell you the truth, I was kinda irritated by the people who kept saying they don't want to go tmrw, that they're not gonna tell anyone their results, bla bla bla. I mean come on laaa, there's nothing you can do to change your results. & the only reason why you would feel like shit that way is coz you pretty much just didn't do your best for SPM inniiitt?
Well anyway, its now 9.18, about 42 minutes to the release. I was woken up at 6 by my very very loving and considerate sister who was obviously jealous that I could sleep till about 9 whereas she has to go to school at 6 & hence stomped about in my room until I woke up, thinking I was late *takes a breather*. After that I just slipped in and out of sleep and between dreams.
The fishcake scariest thing was I (obviously) dreamt that I didn't get ANY As but got 7Bs, 2Cs, and a D. Like whaaaaaaaat? Fuck, I'm kinda worried now. I just hope I don't get like really confusing results like 3As, 2Bs, 5Cs, 4Ds, something like that. Something that I can't remember what I got for which subject. Haha <- OMG I LAUGHED.
Okay, nuff with the lameness, I'm going to shower now so I can be nice and yummy for when my parents eat me. Hehe. I miss my friends btw! Haha okay, bye. Currently listening to : Flyfm's Pagi Show & their ridiculous randomness.
Today was my first day, and it was uh, okay. I've fallen in love with a 4 year old with sharp features and curly brown hair who goes by the name of Benjamin Boyl ♥
There were a few kids who were really stubborn and spoilt. Most of them are Eurasians. Wait, let me rephrase that. At least 89% of them are Eurasians and simply gorgeous! And they gotz rich parents too. Muahaha. Ha.
It's pretty easy to teach with all the tools they provide, and I love kids so it's not too bad. I'm going again tmrw, after I go for a little shoe shopping around Bangsar Baru. Speaking of which, I'm planning to go for Havoc, on Thursday. And normally I think of going behind my dad's back but I feel it's time I stop. I'm sure I'm old enough to go for a party in a club, and pfft I've got tonnes of friends doing it waaaay before they turned 18. Heck, my mum and dad were hectic clubbers themselves. It's just one night, so I'm going to ask him, and fight back if he says no. So there. Bah.
Oh and regarding my previous post, I retook my computer test and passed with a 44. Same results as a certain someone :p So yeah, another step towards my license, wooohz.
Besides that, I've been going out quite often, got a few dates planned out with people I haven't seen in a long time. Oh and of course. Results. Some say 11, some say 16. Psh, whatever. Nothing we can do to change what we can't change, right? Hell of course I'm nervous but apa boleh buat kanz? Fishcake.
Uhm, both my phones aren't working. They won't let me text. The Motorola won't let me type anything more than "Yes", "No", "hey", ":)", "imy", "kay", mm yeah you get the idea. It hangs up which is really irritating. & the buttons on the ancient Nokia 5300 decided to not work after I dropped it from about 6 feet high. So yeah. All I can do is call. And don't you love it when people don't answer? (:
Anywayz, I can't wait for college. Haha bye :) Currently listening to : The One by Backstreet Boys
So yeah, I failed my computer test for my driving license. I'm seriously pissed at myself for so many reasons.
First of all, I thought I could finish early so that then my mum, sister and I could go down to Taylor's Lakeside Campus for the Acts Church 10th anniversary event which I was really reallyreally looking forward to :( I promised so many people, including myself that I would be there but yeah. They don't call me ffk kid for nothing kayz? Failing the test makes it all worse.
Then, I waited for 4 hours (!) before I could take my test and in the end, phail anyway so what's the fishcake point kan? I tell you, some Malaysians take their own sweet time when it comes to certain things like organizing the candidates for the stupid computer test.
And the worst part of it all, I FAILED BY ONE EFFING POINT! One! One! ONE! 1! Satu! FML lah seriously. I'm going again tmrw so fat hopes of me sleeping in late after so many days of waking up early (okay, not really but pfft). I plan to go superman early so I can be one of the first to finish the test tmrw. Dang lah, I just want to get it over with ya know?
And mark my words for tonight I shall actually read the buku soalan thing!
Today has been somewhat bloody annoying. I didn't sleep all night last night so I got up at about 5, went out to buy eggs and made French toast for the family. Then I got ready for my computer test. Yeah, at about 7 in the morning. The driving class people were supposed to pick me up and normally they would tell me what time to be ready the night before. But they didn't last night. So being the considerate citizen I am (haha), I thought I would just be ready early and wait.
I showered, got dressed and waited till about 9. Okay fine, I didn't actually just sit and wait there like some stupid dipshit, I actually fell asleep. Whatever. Anyway, I had texted them at 7 in the morning to make sure they sent transport, but no response. So I called them when I woke up, and the clerk there said that today they were not sending transport. I was like "WHAT?!". Then I went on to complain about how they already promised and they should have notified me ages ago. The sonofafish made this funny grunting sound then asked her boss or something on what to do. Then she asked me (rudely) for my IC and phone number then hung up before telling me how long more to wait.
About half an hour later, they tried calling my phone but my phone is in this super hormonal stage where I can't answer phone calls. I need a new phone, pa! So my mum called them back on her phone and they told her that the computers were broken. Pah, all 20 of them? Pshhyeah, right. My mum kinda exploded and scolded the woman on the phone (haha!). Meh, feels good to have mummy do my shouting for me :)
Anyway, my test has been postponed to the 28th. I didn't actually want to do it today but I really just wanted to get it over with? So yeah. Yay for me :|
Bah, besides that, my days have seriously been lazy days, only going out when utterly necessary. I watched Wolfman with Ezrul, Sam, mum and grandpa yesterday though. Awkward situation but I kinda liked it (Y) So yeah, life's good. Currently listening to : If We Ever Meet Again by Timbaland ft Katy Perry ♥
It's the 5th of February, already! Sucks that I still haven't decided where I want to go for college or that I still can't put my finger on which course I want...
Well anyway, I just got home from Lim Kok Wing, and I tell you, that place reeks of awesomeness. I love love love the environment which is not good. It's making my decision even harder to make. The architecture course there is cheaper than Taylors (surprisingly) by a bit but I'll have to start in March since my trial results were shit and I can't go for the Feb intake coz of that. Which also means I have another two months to kill and I simply can't wait for college.
So, my dad has impromptu-ly decided for me to take SAM in Taylors so that I have a better foundation for my second degree (LIKE WHAT?). Yeah, dad says he would prefer if I took a 2nd degree after my architecture. And by prefer, he means he wants. Mhmm. I'm thinking Chemical Engineering but hey, one step at a time, right? Plus, he prefers (heh) that after SAM, I go overseas to study, like in England or some shit but like I said, one step at a time. I don't want to rush my decision in these two months and regret later, so yeah, SAM.
Other than that, things have been pretty good. I'm going for my Grade 8 practical in August, then most likely my Diploma after that. I'm going to be staying with Beh Beh, my piano teacher coz it's nearer to Taylors. Oh, and I've finally registered for my license which will take about up to 2 months to finalise (yay!).
OHHH CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING! Haha sudden wave of excitement :p I haven't done any CNY shopping yet, we'll probably go on Sunday. Can't wait for all the gambling, food and ang pau money. Ngahahaha.
I'm happy :)
Currently listening to : Can't Stand It by NeverShoutNever! <- Listen to their new album, it's even more awesome than LKW.
My flight had arrived on Friday, and it was pretty good. I didn't sleep instead I watched like 4 movies. Fame was so freaking awesome and Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs was beyond funny.
Ever since I came back, I've been pretty much catching up on everything. My laptop still can't connect to the internet to my dismay, so I'll be asking the Dell people to come and get it fixed for free coz it been less than a year since I've had it. The first thing I did was of course, get my new glasses picked out. It's pretty much like my old one but brown :D
I went back for piano class, and I've got a lunch date tmrw with Khei Qi, Beh Beh and others, and I'm really excited, since I haven't seen them in ages. I'm planning to register for my license on Friday, something which I can't wait to get started on.
Other than that, my days are just filled with spending time with my parents but I'm gonna start catching up with people asap. Currently listening to : Move Along by The All American Rejects
It's been pretty boring around here lately. Sam and I went to Taronga Zoo, hung out with a French dude there, and touched a wombat :D Sam went home about two days ago, so I've been pretty much staying home.
As I've been tweeting lately, I lost my glasses at the beach. Knowing how blind I am without them, I stupidly wore them when I was in the sea, and a frickin' huge wave simply washed my glasses off my face as I was 2 feet under it. We notified the lifeguards and honestly, there isn't much hope of me ever getting it back. I went to the optician nearby, and found out that I can't do an instant test to find out my power (I like that word, powerrr) but instead it takes up to 10 working days or some shit. I wasn't paying attention as soon as I heard the word "$200" for a frickin' eye test.
So I was walking around blindly for 2 days, then Bel borrowed her friend's old glasses for me but the power was too low and it just made me even dizzier and plus I didn't want to risk destroying my eyes :O But then my mum, my lifesaver (as always) had contacted the IFS (google it) of the next flight to Sydney from KL and handed him some contact lens she bought for only RM30 (sooo much better than $200 for a stupid eye test). I was never able to wear contact lenses, I've tried, trust me. But I knew it was my own fault for losing my glasses and so I just had to bear with it. the first day I got em', I tried but phailed. But today! I managed to get them in, praise the heavens for I can finally see! It doesn't solve the astigmatism problem that I have but who cares anyway, double vision only vhat. I'm just looking forward to going home and getting a new pair of glasses. My old ones were 4 years old btw, mind you. Now I'm just wondering how I'm gonna get the contacts out..
My laptop is still refusing to function. I went to a Cafe that had wi-fi for $2 (about RM6.50!) an hour earlier today, but in order to use the internet, I have to order something first. So I went for a flat white coffee (which was so-so) for $3.50. I asked about the wi-fi after I got my coffee and boo frickin' hoo their server was kaput. OH EM GEE why does this shit always alwaysalways happen to me? Yeah so what if the logical thing to do was inquire about the wi-fi first, I didn't, so serves me right lah? Pfffffft. The truth is, I'm glad that my laptop wasn't connecting to the wi-fi at home (which is the only problem with it) coz I'll only be online the whole time if it did. But now that Sam's gone home, I hardly go out and there's nothing at home to do other than walk the dog and do housework! Not that I'm complaining, it's just that I wish I could download my songs or update my twitter without using someone else's laptop. I'm thinking it might be my laptop's network adaptor that isn't working which really really sucks.
I've abandoned my Aussie blog, I know, I'm just too lazy. I will though, I promise. Just give me time. xx, Denise. Currently listening to : Take It Home by The White Tie Affair
Its 2 in the afternoon, and I just woke up 5 minutes ago. I'm supposed to pack clothes for a night, get ready, and be at SMKDU by 5. Dang. And here I am blogging.
I mean, getting ready is no problem, I can be done in half an hour. But it's PROM. I made a huuuge mistake by buying Seventeen and looking at SMKDJ's prom pictures. Now I feel so...incomplete. My heels are so plain, my dress in kinda informal compared to anything those girls wore and I don't even plan on applying make-up! Fuuuuccckkkk.
I'm also considering bringing my new camera. Should I? Haha. Knowing me, I'd prolly put it somewhere and forget about it :/
Okeangs, I really have to start getting ready. Maybe I'll ask mum to help me with make-up. Um. Haha. Currently listening to : I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry
I'm feeling melancholic. I don't know why. I just feel that way today.
I woke up at 1.30 when I was supposed to be awake at 11. I called the school, and I felt like fuck after what my teacher had to say. I've got damage control to do on Wednesday *sighs. Walked to the mamak nearby and met up with Nisha, it's been very long since we hung out. Caught up on the gossip and we planned to have a reunion this Wednesday but everyone is away. Too bad I'm already going to Aussie, I most probably won't join them. I ran back home coz it was going to rain and I'm supposed to be cleaning my room but I'm tired.
I've got 8 days left before I leave. I've got everyday planned out right and I just hope everything will be done before I go.
I think I'm going to highlight my hair maroon today. It's only RM30 at the hair saloon nearby. So yeah. Currently listening to : The rain pattering away outside
Today was a reaaally lazy day. All I did was sit in front of the telly with my laptop and watched movie after movie. I watched Prince Caspian, Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and Wanted -.- Mum and Sam went out, but they came home at around 5.
Mum said they met up with dad for late lunch. Apparently, now dad wants to send me to Singapore for college. Like whaaaat? Geez, sometimes I really don't understand my dad. He thinks just coz now he has good money now, it doesn't mean that a year from now he'll still be this financially stable. I've calculated, and dad will be spending about 20k to send Sam and I to Aussie. Pshh, whatever la. I've made up my mind to do SAM here, in Taylors.
Speaking of which, I'm going for Taylor's open day tomorrow with mum, maybe I'll decide which intake I'll go for. Mmm all of a sudden I've got so much to do. I've got backlogged Editorial stuff to do, which means I have to go back to school to settle it, I haven't got time to do my driving license, I haven't got my hair highlighted, there's so many people to meet before I go, my piano exam is in April next year and prom is in FIVE days (!)
And here I am today watching telly and being a pig *sighs. Currently listening to : Murder by Jay Sean
We didn't go. Mum was prepared to send us, then dad called. I thought okay, at least we were home then. We could go later. Then my aunt started on how mum always gives in to us and how badly we treat her after we get what we want. And she concluded with, "No, you guys aren't going to that party". Some of her words really hurt me so I started crying. Partly also coz I still wanted to go to Blaze, screw it. The whole night was complete drama. Sam cried, I cried. But hey, we didn't go. Nuff said.
But later on the way home, Haris called. We talked aaaallll the way home, and even longer at home. So he kinda made my night, by making me laugh and all. Thanks (:
Today was boring, I slept at 7 and woke at 3. Got ready and we left early for my err, second cousin's wedding. Mum had to get her hair done and Sam wanted contacts plus she needed to buy her school uniform before she leaves on Sunday. I'm gonna miss her, but it's only for a week before I join her in Aussie (:
The wedding was typical, first wedding in years that I didn't drink. But I ate like a pig, so yeah, whatever. I'm home and I'm bored. I'm gonna blogstalk. Byee! Currently listening to : More Than Words by Frankie J on repeat (:
So thing's have been busy. I just finished a whole week of Moral Education with the classmates. We had fun, with the sketches, endless taiti and even doing charity work. Despite the slight (heartbreaking) misunderstanding on the last day, it was pretty good.
I signed up for a membership at Celebrity Fitness and as soon as I signed the contract, I regretted it. I mean, it's money I'm promising to pay for that I don't have. Plus Zoukout is less than 3 weeks away, and I'm broke as hell. There's like, RM6.20 left in my bank account wtfish.
Which is why I now have two jobs :) I went back to teaching at Enopi, I missed the kids a lot. And I'm getting RM8 an hour now, which is awesome. I also got a job in Cloth and Sash, a boutique in Bangsar as well. Today was my first day and I must say it was an interesting experience. I don't get as much as I do tutoring, but it's all good. On average, I'd probably earn about RM1200 a month, which is more than good enough.
Last Friday, we celebrated Ms Hillary Ang's 18th party, organised by yours truly. It was good, but the live band was noisy, hahah. I suppose everyone had a good time, especially the birthday girl, with 3 surprises on one night :) After that I headed down to MOS with SAM people, and the crowd was really sucky. They played techno all night, not really my favourite. But I had a blast from the past with a certain someone towards the end of the night *winks
Happy birthday woman, love you banyak ♥
4/5ths of the Kaki Dilemma and I (;
Yeah, birthday happy ;p
I know I have a stoned face in pretty much all the pictures, I'm not sure why, but yeah. Hahah.
Au revoir.
Currently plugged into : I Gotta Feeling Remix - David Guetta
Heeeeh, sorry, excuse the Cina-ness. Helloo :D
I've redone my whole blog, the previous layout was too damn ugly. I know this one isn't me. At all. But yeah. Winds of change, people, change.
Anyway, it's been badonkey years since I updated, and I feel really bad coz I actually do love my blog. I don't know where to start :O
Hmm I celebrated my eighteenth not too long ago, the 8th to be precise. Kelly took me out for Eclipse the night before, and the clock struck 12 when we were in Banana Leaf, Centrepoint while we were having cheese naan and camwhoring ;) In class was pretty nuts, friends and I were sharing cake on each other's faces :p Tons of pictures on Facebook, just check out my tagged photos.
Life's been pretty boring yet crazy at the same time. I'm pretty much home most of the time, pigging out in front of my laptop like I do best. Other times I'm stressing out about my studies but not really doing anything about it anyway.
Time's been flying really really quick. It's already end of July and I don't know where Jan, Feb, March, April, May and June went. Scary shit la. Another four months and I'm out of Taylors already :/ I feel like college and I have this lovehate relationship. Sometimes it pisses me off so bad I just feel like staying in bed. I don't, but I end up going to college dressed like crap. Other times I'm so excited, I take forever to get dressed. LOL. No relevance, I know.
Friends are everywhere in college, but somehow I haven't found anyone that I can really relate to, other than Kelly Ng. She's awesome la this woman. Hehe. But honestly, I really miss my old friends. They may not be perfect, and probably not good for me, but they've been the ones putting a smile on my face for the past 5 years :')
Oh Sneijder, you cannot imagine my immense love for you :')
My heart burns with so much pride when I see them :)
Oh, something random. World Cup. From the beginning, I've always been Spain and Holland fans. I even told myself that if they were both in the finals, I wouldn't know who to choose. Then I found that I was rooting for Oranje more then Espana. But I still loved both though. And I didn't like the fact that so many others were already supporting Spain. That's just me and my weird desire to go against everyone else la kan. Then when the finals came, I bought myself an Oranje jersey, pergh semangat already. Watched the finals in AC with Haris, slept in his car then went straight to college. Zombie like the whole day man. And I was wearing my Netherlands jersey pulak tu. Haha (Y)
Anyway, things to look forward to! Friday the 13th themed party in August! Student Council is organizing the whole thing so I've got quite a bit on my plate. I'm getting Caprice to perform, yummeh. Aaaand preparations for Corroberee, our prom has started. The theme for this one is Garden of Eden. Gold, green and white colours. I can already imagine how I'm going. All I need is the perfect date. Hehe. Oh and MTV World Stage. Someone on my timelime tweeted, "Oh, you mean Katy Perry's concert? The others are just opening acts." LOL, I couldn't agree more. Shitty lineup if you ask me. As much as I love Bunkface, I feel that MTV could have done better. I mean come on, look at last years. All I'm saying is I'm only going if I get a free ticket, I'm not gonna be chasing like I did last year. Malas.
Okay, so this is just it for now. Hoping that I'll post another update soon.
Till then,
LOVEEE, Denise.
Currently listening to : Kissin U by Miranda Cosgrove
I know I haven't been updating in awhile, I'm sorry. Somehow I'm just not as inspired as I was before. But oh well, Imma try my best now :)
As usual, college is just plain insane, with assessments almost everyday. Class tests, aural tests, pratical tests, the list just goes on. I had a week's worth of holidays after a week of Malaysian Studies, which was pretty fun actually, considering the fact that we slept, played DotA/CS/Plants Vs Zombies, talked, did more sleeping, and did very little listening to the lecture throughout the whole week. Poor Mr. Tong /;
&& during my hols', I finally got my haircut, and it's really different. I got it done at Shawn Cutler, but it was worth the RM65 (;
There was a class BBQ on the 11th of June, not a lot came. Mfourians are hard to work with, HAHA! Mmm, I kid. Most of them are from other states, so yeah, most of them were back home during the hols'. It was nice, especially since the house we had it at was gigantorous! Two houses connected, four floors, seven dogs, seven cars, security key needed for every floor and don't even get me started on the rooms! Mmm, it was a nice night.
On the 17th, I stayed over CheyJackson's place with Sam. We (Chey and us) are somehow related, big long family story about it. We were at Pyramid for quite awhile, waiting for KaiZawawi to arrive. It's my first time meeting her, she's really nice, and has nice stuff too, heheh. We were really bored, and it was too exy for us to go karaoke, so we decided on Night Park in Sunway Lagoon instead. We got so, wet. Went home at 10-ish, and I slept pretty early since I had college the next morning. Borrowed some of Chey's clothes too (;
Oh, then there was the long awaited primary school reunion on the 19th, which was pure madness. Well, not the dinner at Marche, which honestly sucked. Not only was it too darn exy, it was pretty tasteless. Al-Safar would have done much better. Mmm, it was the after party that rocked the night. I'll spare you the details, I can't really remember much of it anyways (; All I know is that we were playing cards and having a few shots. Enough said. Thank you JocelynTiong, MichelleCheah, LoiSueAun, LeeCheeFai, IsaiahJoshuaThomas, YangKokWeng, MuhammadFadzil, SebastianSaw for the crazy night. KieranIdris & BonnieNg too, although they left earlier.
On a random note, I'm thinking bout quitting my tutoring job, but hmmm. && I have a teeny tiny crush on someone I shouldn't be having one on (;
Currently listening to : That Should Be Me by Justin Bieber
Hey hello, I know I've kinda abandoned my blog a bit. It's just that, life's been so.. crazy yet boring at the same time.
The logic to that statement is well, pretty simple yet complicated. LOL WTF right. I think I've gone bonkers.
College has been so busy! I've got so much tests, and assignments, I've never had so much work to do before. But yet, I find myself on Facebook 3-4 hours a day, and don't even get me started on weekends. When it's Saturday or Sunday, I completely forget I even go to college :/
I feel lifeless. And yes, that is just expected of a SAM student. But but I feel like I've missed out on life before this so much that I just want to live now. I just want to be spontaneous and go out for a drive with friends, skip class and just well, live. But then I feel guilty when I do so cause of the work I have.
And oh my goodness, my horrendous results. You don't even want to know. 5 out of 40 for Chemistry, the lowest in class. I am so failing SAM. I need help la, fishcake. And Spec Maths. Holy cow, why was I even crazy enough to think that I could handle this? :(
I'm sort of broken. In a way. My heart is like, in so many pieces and just flying off in different directions that I don't even know what to think or feel anymore. It's confusing.
Part of me tells me to just forget about all this and just concentrate on SAM. But the other part. The other raging, screaming part that wants him to know I exist, so so badly. I hate how much he knows I linger around so he can say hey, or that my heart skips two, maybe three beats when I see him.
And my classmates. They don't like me. Well, not all of them (I hope.), but two of the five people I feel most comfortable with. Sometimes I figure that I can't be too loud, but I just can't help it. I'm always the misfit. I wish life wasn't such a dick.
Oh and I can't find my camera charger, fuck.
Currently listening to : Airplanes by B.O.B ft Hayley Williams
So far things have been.. a huge roller coaster of disaster. Over the past two weeks, it's been mixed emotions, crazy talk and spending money.
I stayed over at Hillary's place for about two nights. The picture above was taken by her, after I was forced to try on about 42652 clothes of hers. Surprisingly enough, we're both the same size. Except for her big feet and height. Oh and my bigger bum and her bigger boobs. It was fun, although all we pretty much did was jump around in her room trying on clothes and taking hours to decide what to wear for college the next day. Adrian, her boyfriend drove us to and from college both days, and oh, he's got the same birthday as me (Y) We slept late on both days, causing me to fall asleep in class so many times. Mmm, Hill's brother said to her that I've got a round ass. Gee, thanks for the newsflash. What her 15 year old brother is doing checking out my ass and all, I will never know. We watched Fame, ate too many damn Cheerios and bought clothes online, yay! Love love ♥
Other than that, college has been kinda shitty. HAHA no, not really. I just feel like pointing out that there are too many damn couples around. Like Hill said, all the hot ones are taken. Bahahahaha. Oh and I had my Maths and Spec Maths class test recently. 11/20 for Maths, yo. That's...bad.
For now, I'm staying in Beh Beh's place on weekdays, probably go to work on Friday afternoons after classes, then head back to Sepang for the weekend. I've got my last two driving hours this weekend, then I can book my JPJ test, although I can't say that I can confidently pass the exam. We'll see. I still haven't been to the movies in badonkey years but I did spend money on tops from F21 and a haircut. Thinking about rehighlighting my hair since it's not red anymore, more like shit yellow, as you can see in the picture. But meh, too lazy.
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This blog is not dead. I will update, it's just that I don't have time with all the driving classes, church and college things going on. It would be a lie to say that I'm not enjoying college, I really am. I'm opening up to things, and my classmates are really funny :)
I just feel kinda bored here. And a tad bit alone. I haven't shopped in DAYS! *proud of myself :p And I looong for my friends, my old friends.
I'm waiting to get my license, so I can finally drive and take myself out whenever I want. Three cheers for independance and being alone. Currently listening to : Down ft Lil Wayne by Jay Sean
This is why music makes my world go round. Seriously. Things have been crazy busy, with homework, church, interning, editoring, piano-ing and fitting in :) And I'm so completely jaded. Currently listening to : The song above (:
Just a quick update on what I did this weekend, or the last weekend before my college life starts :) I know I'm making sorta big deal out of everything, and friends who have already started college tells me it's nothing much, but trust me, it's something to me, alright.
yesterday, Outing with my boys from high school, before Feck leaves for National Service, can't wait to see him bald :p For a few of them, it was the first time in Sunway Pyramid, so it was cute seeing them get excited bout everything. We had half our minds to go ice skating, the other half wanted to watch a movie. In the end, we ended up just walking around, before they all left for Mid Valley, leaving me to meet up with my dad.
today, Was supposed to wake up early for a whole day commited to church. Ended up waking at 1, missing the 11am service and lunch with Matt. Had lunch at Subway with Haris, although the silly boy wouldn't eat. Went for 4pm service, signed up for VIP, and I feel sooo good about it.
tomorrow, Orientation at Taylor's College, and I simply can't wait! :)
Currently listening to : Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston & JB.
HELLO! Today, I've got no work and I'm having a really lazy day with dad today ♥ So I thought, hey, I might as well post useless things about me that you don't really have to know, but I shall because it's my blog, and I can. Deezaster presents...
15 + 2 RANDOM (AND USELESS) THINGS ABOUT ME!
(don't ask me why I used pink)
I've been on telly before! Yeah, sure I have. When I was 10 (I think), I was on the Oscar and Friends gameshow, with Sarimah. Damn, I hate that womanz. Haha but yeah. I made it to the second round, the one where you have to choose the next lyrics of a song snippet. The song I got was Wild Wild West by who-the-fish knows. So I lost. It's all good though (Y) It was on NTV7, if my memory serves me well.
I don't like milk. But everything that is made with milk, I'm okay. Like for example, MILK CHOCOLATE. Hell to the yes. And um, oh wait, the list ends there. I'm not a fan of cheese, in fact I only have cheese when nothing else is available. I can't stand mayonnaise and I only eat processed-beyond-recognition yogurt. Butter is okay. What's bread without butter ay.
I'm a sports kinda girl. Yes, you may find that hard to believe. Very very hard to believe. BUT IT'S TRUE. I loooove badminton & softball. I play netball, football occasionally, volleyball (horridly, though) and I swim whenever I can. I thought of learning squash and tennis, but I never had the time. And the rackets. Mai goodness. Oh oh, and foos is a sport too right? Right? Say yes. I know it is.
I wish I was an arts person. You know, like drawing, writing music, dancing and sketching. I can't really do any of those. Well, I can, but I'm no good at it. I get really really jealous when I see people who can draw/dance well. I always wish I started earlier, but yeah. I'm taking architecture because I'm so in love with art, and architecture doesn't really require you to draw so much, what with all the technology. I play the piano, but I can't play by ear. I can, but only a few notes. My chords and all are an epic FAIL. I'm self learning the guitar, and I'm really hoping that I could find some glint of talent in that.
I never complete what I start. There's this really long list of things that I started, whether it was when I was younger or just recently. Part of the list are, ballet (age 4-10), art classes (many stages of my life, and I regret never finishing a proper course), my cross stitch project worth RM300 (yeah, I sew), my church missionaries (when I was 7), school projects, Kumon, and many many other things. I've done loads of things, I just never finish them. The only thing I ever had a real passion for was my piano, which I am literally one step away from completing. I'm going for my diploma soon, so I'm really proud about that. I only regret never finishing my ballet. I really want to dance contemporary. Haha, bummers.
I'm a banana. Not literally of course. And almost everyone knows this. Yeah, yellow on the outside, white on the inside. I can't speak a word of Chinese. Okay, not really true. My street Cantonese is not that bad. And I understand both Mandarin and Cantonese and bit of Teo Chew, Hakka and Hokkien since my whole extended family speaks those dialects. I'm making an effort to learn though, but my pronunciation is like shit because of my fluency in English & Malay.
I have another half, my sister. Well yeah, everyone knows this too. It's always Dee & Sam. And people always think we're twins too. That's coz she's taller than me (BY 2CM KAYZ?), and we both have short hair and glasses. Oh and the fact that we understand each other like no one else does. We're so connected in some bizarre way, people can't help to think we're twins when we're actually 3 years apart. Besides the fact that Sam is mature for her age. What do they feed kids these days, huh? Of course we have our fights, but it never lasts.
I have more guy friends than girls. My dad doesn't like it, mum's okay with it (I think). And I have a real good reason behind it too. Guys are just straight out honest. They tell you what's true, and not what you want to hear. I just love hanging out with my guy friends coz I can just kick back, relax and just be myself by laughing like a retarded hyena without them caring. When I'm with girls however, I always feel so constrained, like they're judging every move I make. And plus, my guys friends, well the ones I have that is, are reaaaally protective. They've come to my rescue countless of times, and would never ever let me do anything stupid, like smoke. I hate the fact that some family members of mine *ehem, don't like it, but I'm sorry.
I am obsessed, I repeat, obsessed with Justin Timberlake. I always have been, since those N'Sync days. Holy gravy, can that boy MOVE. And he's oh so oh so HOT. I wish he would come out with a new album already, I miss being in this weird infatuation mode where all I talk about is Justin Randall Timberlake ♥
I have a thing for bald guys, like Justin Timberlake. So thank goodness I didn't get chosen for PLKN. I would've been in hysterics! And no, that doesn't include oldies. Man who are balding, nuh uh. Boys who have the guts to shave it all off, mhmm, yes please. Oh and guys who are simple. Like shorts and long sleeve tee with shoes, oh my [insert inappropriate swear word here], can I have you pleaseeee? & I absolutely despise guys who wear flops, except if to the pasar malam or mamak. But if you're going out, PLEASE WEAR SHOES. And I like neatness in a guy, I don't understand why so many of has taken it as a personal challenge to grow hair longer than mine. Not cool :/
I can't sleep with the air conditioner on. I used to be able to, but when I started using the fan to save electricity and to reduce chlorofluorocarbon release (cehh), I kinda forgot my air conditioner. So now when I turn it on, it's nice to fall asleep to, but when I wake up, it's like I've released a nose monster. It will run like a fishcake tap, I tell you. And the sneezing, yikes, I could wake up the whole neighbourhood. And the flu will last about 3 days, so yeah. I always sleep with the fan.
I have a thing for going against the overrated. And since going against the overrated is becoming overrated, I'm kinda stuck in a pickle. EXAMPLE. I looooooved Twilight when I read it in 2007, tried getting my friends to read it, but noooo. Then KABOOM, the world is filled with screaming "twi-hards". And Edward Cullen? He's a fictional character, ladies! Puh-leaaaase. Oh and Justin Bieber, I only hate him coz he's got too many fans. I gotta admit his songs are okay, but the voice. Goodness. Okay, I'll stop elaborating now.
I can sleep anytime, anywhere except for when I'm supposed too. Seriously. I once had a group of people tell me that their first impression of me was that I could fall asleep anywhere. Like at some random person's house, seminars (okay, normal), class and especially in the car. But somehow, my brain has been preset to not let me fall asleep before 3AM. I'll just toss and turn in my bed till about 3.30 before I finally sleep, no matter how tired I was. But just leave me waiting somewhere for about 20 minutes, I'll be dozing off like my life was one big snooze fest.
I'm a semi-perfectionist. How freaking cool is that. Haha nah, I just made that up. But seriously. Sometimes, when I really put my mind to something, I want it to be absolutely perfect. Simple stuff like school projects, cooking a meal for my family or arranging my stuff. But when I'm too lazy, I'll just dump everything together and later regret, so I end up doing everything again. I always want things neat and proper but ironically my room is an obstacle course. Call me weird, I'm just limited edition. Okay, I just stole the latter two lines from Facebook, how original :p
I'm not ladylike at all. I have a really loud and contagious laugh. You should hear it, it'll make you laugh even more. And to make things worse, I laugh at almost everything. My mum says I'm too happy, and that my funny bone is too ticklelable. Hahaha. I have always gotten into trouble in class for laughing way too loud, and I can basically never be quiet or sit still. I used to sit like I have no backbone. I still do actually, when no one's looking. And like I said, I always have ants in my pants. Mum used to hate it when I couldn't just sit still, I'd spin around in a revolving chair, make noises and pretty much annoy the hell out of her. But once she started putting me in skirts, I guess I've started behaving more :3 And I'm really messy too, you should see my room. Ask Haris if you don't believe me (;
I have an intense fear of lizards. And frogs. I. Can. Not. Stand. Them. They scare the shit out of me, although they're just sitting there. I hate the way they look, the way they sound and their very existence. I hope I don't end up dreaming of frogs and lizards eating me up alive, but yeah. I won't harm them, I'm too afraid to even go near. Cockroaches I'm okay. Lizards, no freaking way. I just wish they don't inhabit houses :/
I consider myself really lucky. I'm basically already privileged to not be mentally challenged, and that I have 2 arms and 2 legs, 10 fingers and 10 toes. Hey, I even have 4 eyes. I have parents who love me, give me everything they can, and I hardly ask for things except when I really want it (okay, except clothes). My laptop, iPod, phone and all. It's not necessary but I've been blessed with parents who think I deserve it. I may complain about not being able to go out as often as I like, but I still do have a life, and friends. I have a house to live in, a car to drive (soon :p), and a college to go to. Who could ask for more? :)
So there you have it. 17 things about me I bet many people didn't know. I put a lot of effort in this although it really wouldn't affect my life or yours. Why 17? Coz I initially did 15, then added two more and also because I can (: Currently listening to : About 20+ songs as I wrote this.
Yes indeed. The time has arrived peoplezzzz! SPM results day *dum dum dummmmm* To tell you the truth, I was kinda irritated by the people who kept saying they don't want to go tmrw, that they're not gonna tell anyone their results, bla bla bla. I mean come on laaa, there's nothing you can do to change your results. & the only reason why you would feel like shit that way is coz you pretty much just didn't do your best for SPM inniiitt?
Well anyway, its now 9.18, about 42 minutes to the release. I was woken up at 6 by my very very loving and considerate sister who was obviously jealous that I could sleep till about 9 whereas she has to go to school at 6 & hence stomped about in my room until I woke up, thinking I was late *takes a breather*. After that I just slipped in and out of sleep and between dreams.
The fishcake scariest thing was I (obviously) dreamt that I didn't get ANY As but got 7Bs, 2Cs, and a D. Like whaaaaaaaat? Fuck, I'm kinda worried now. I just hope I don't get like really confusing results like 3As, 2Bs, 5Cs, 4Ds, something like that. Something that I can't remember what I got for which subject. Haha <- OMG I LAUGHED.
Okay, nuff with the lameness, I'm going to shower now so I can be nice and yummy for when my parents eat me. Hehe. I miss my friends btw! Haha okay, bye. Currently listening to : Flyfm's Pagi Show & their ridiculous randomness.
Today was my first day, and it was uh, okay. I've fallen in love with a 4 year old with sharp features and curly brown hair who goes by the name of Benjamin Boyl ♥
There were a few kids who were really stubborn and spoilt. Most of them are Eurasians. Wait, let me rephrase that. At least 89% of them are Eurasians and simply gorgeous! And they gotz rich parents too. Muahaha. Ha.
It's pretty easy to teach with all the tools they provide, and I love kids so it's not too bad. I'm going again tmrw, after I go for a little shoe shopping around Bangsar Baru. Speaking of which, I'm planning to go for Havoc, on Thursday. And normally I think of going behind my dad's back but I feel it's time I stop. I'm sure I'm old enough to go for a party in a club, and pfft I've got tonnes of friends doing it waaaay before they turned 18. Heck, my mum and dad were hectic clubbers themselves. It's just one night, so I'm going to ask him, and fight back if he says no. So there. Bah.
Oh and regarding my previous post, I retook my computer test and passed with a 44. Same results as a certain someone :p So yeah, another step towards my license, wooohz.
Besides that, I've been going out quite often, got a few dates planned out with people I haven't seen in a long time. Oh and of course. Results. Some say 11, some say 16. Psh, whatever. Nothing we can do to change what we can't change, right? Hell of course I'm nervous but apa boleh buat kanz? Fishcake.
Uhm, both my phones aren't working. They won't let me text. The Motorola won't let me type anything more than "Yes", "No", "hey", ":)", "imy", "kay", mm yeah you get the idea. It hangs up which is really irritating. & the buttons on the ancient Nokia 5300 decided to not work after I dropped it from about 6 feet high. So yeah. All I can do is call. And don't you love it when people don't answer? (:
Anywayz, I can't wait for college. Haha bye :) Currently listening to : The One by Backstreet Boys
So yeah, I failed my computer test for my driving license. I'm seriously pissed at myself for so many reasons.
First of all, I thought I could finish early so that then my mum, sister and I could go down to Taylor's Lakeside Campus for the Acts Church 10th anniversary event which I was really reallyreally looking forward to :( I promised so many people, including myself that I would be there but yeah. They don't call me ffk kid for nothing kayz? Failing the test makes it all worse.
Then, I waited for 4 hours (!) before I could take my test and in the end, phail anyway so what's the fishcake point kan? I tell you, some Malaysians take their own sweet time when it comes to certain things like organizing the candidates for the stupid computer test.
And the worst part of it all, I FAILED BY ONE EFFING POINT! One! One! ONE! 1! Satu! FML lah seriously. I'm going again tmrw so fat hopes of me sleeping in late after so many days of waking up early (okay, not really but pfft). I plan to go superman early so I can be one of the first to finish the test tmrw. Dang lah, I just want to get it over with ya know?
And mark my words for tonight I shall actually read the buku soalan thing!
Today has been somewhat bloody annoying. I didn't sleep all night last night so I got up at about 5, went out to buy eggs and made French toast for the family. Then I got ready for my computer test. Yeah, at about 7 in the morning. The driving class people were supposed to pick me up and normally they would tell me what time to be ready the night before. But they didn't last night. So being the considerate citizen I am (haha), I thought I would just be ready early and wait.
I showered, got dressed and waited till about 9. Okay fine, I didn't actually just sit and wait there like some stupid dipshit, I actually fell asleep. Whatever. Anyway, I had texted them at 7 in the morning to make sure they sent transport, but no response. So I called them when I woke up, and the clerk there said that today they were not sending transport. I was like "WHAT?!". Then I went on to complain about how they already promised and they should have notified me ages ago. The sonofafish made this funny grunting sound then asked her boss or something on what to do. Then she asked me (rudely) for my IC and phone number then hung up before telling me how long more to wait.
About half an hour later, they tried calling my phone but my phone is in this super hormonal stage where I can't answer phone calls. I need a new phone, pa! So my mum called them back on her phone and they told her that the computers were broken. Pah, all 20 of them? Pshhyeah, right. My mum kinda exploded and scolded the woman on the phone (haha!). Meh, feels good to have mummy do my shouting for me :)
Anyway, my test has been postponed to the 28th. I didn't actually want to do it today but I really just wanted to get it over with? So yeah. Yay for me :|
Bah, besides that, my days have seriously been lazy days, only going out when utterly necessary. I watched Wolfman with Ezrul, Sam, mum and grandpa yesterday though. Awkward situation but I kinda liked it (Y) So yeah, life's good. Currently listening to : If We Ever Meet Again by Timbaland ft Katy Perry ♥
It's the 5th of February, already! Sucks that I still haven't decided where I want to go for college or that I still can't put my finger on which course I want...
Well anyway, I just got home from Lim Kok Wing, and I tell you, that place reeks of awesomeness. I love love love the environment which is not good. It's making my decision even harder to make. The architecture course there is cheaper than Taylors (surprisingly) by a bit but I'll have to start in March since my trial results were shit and I can't go for the Feb intake coz of that. Which also means I have another two months to kill and I simply can't wait for college.
So, my dad has impromptu-ly decided for me to take SAM in Taylors so that I have a better foundation for my second degree (LIKE WHAT?). Yeah, dad says he would prefer if I took a 2nd degree after my architecture. And by prefer, he means he wants. Mhmm. I'm thinking Chemical Engineering but hey, one step at a time, right? Plus, he prefers (heh) that after SAM, I go overseas to study, like in England or some shit but like I said, one step at a time. I don't want to rush my decision in these two months and regret later, so yeah, SAM.
Other than that, things have been pretty good. I'm going for my Grade 8 practical in August, then most likely my Diploma after that. I'm going to be staying with Beh Beh, my piano teacher coz it's nearer to Taylors. Oh, and I've finally registered for my license which will take about up to 2 months to finalise (yay!).
OHHH CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING! Haha sudden wave of excitement :p I haven't done any CNY shopping yet, we'll probably go on Sunday. Can't wait for all the gambling, food and ang pau money. Ngahahaha.
I'm happy :)
Currently listening to : Can't Stand It by NeverShoutNever! <- Listen to their new album, it's even more awesome than LKW.
My flight had arrived on Friday, and it was pretty good. I didn't sleep instead I watched like 4 movies. Fame was so freaking awesome and Cloudy With A Chance of Meatballs was beyond funny.
Ever since I came back, I've been pretty much catching up on everything. My laptop still can't connect to the internet to my dismay, so I'll be asking the Dell people to come and get it fixed for free coz it been less than a year since I've had it. The first thing I did was of course, get my new glasses picked out. It's pretty much like my old one but brown :D
I went back for piano class, and I've got a lunch date tmrw with Khei Qi, Beh Beh and others, and I'm really excited, since I haven't seen them in ages. I'm planning to register for my license on Friday, something which I can't wait to get started on.
Other than that, my days are just filled with spending time with my parents but I'm gonna start catching up with people asap. Currently listening to : Move Along by The All American Rejects
It's been pretty boring around here lately. Sam and I went to Taronga Zoo, hung out with a French dude there, and touched a wombat :D Sam went home about two days ago, so I've been pretty much staying home.
As I've been tweeting lately, I lost my glasses at the beach. Knowing how blind I am without them, I stupidly wore them when I was in the sea, and a frickin' huge wave simply washed my glasses off my face as I was 2 feet under it. We notified the lifeguards and honestly, there isn't much hope of me ever getting it back. I went to the optician nearby, and found out that I can't do an instant test to find out my power (I like that word, powerrr) but instead it takes up to 10 working days or some shit. I wasn't paying attention as soon as I heard the word "$200" for a frickin' eye test.
So I was walking around blindly for 2 days, then Bel borrowed her friend's old glasses for me but the power was too low and it just made me even dizzier and plus I didn't want to risk destroying my eyes :O But then my mum, my lifesaver (as always) had contacted the IFS (google it) of the next flight to Sydney from KL and handed him some contact lens she bought for only RM30 (sooo much better than $200 for a stupid eye test). I was never able to wear contact lenses, I've tried, trust me. But I knew it was my own fault for losing my glasses and so I just had to bear with it. the first day I got em', I tried but phailed. But today! I managed to get them in, praise the heavens for I can finally see! It doesn't solve the astigmatism problem that I have but who cares anyway, double vision only vhat. I'm just looking forward to going home and getting a new pair of glasses. My old ones were 4 years old btw, mind you. Now I'm just wondering how I'm gonna get the contacts out..
My laptop is still refusing to function. I went to a Cafe that had wi-fi for $2 (about RM6.50!) an hour earlier today, but in order to use the internet, I have to order something first. So I went for a flat white coffee (which was so-so) for $3.50. I asked about the wi-fi after I got my coffee and boo frickin' hoo their server was kaput. OH EM GEE why does this shit always alwaysalways happen to me? Yeah so what if the logical thing to do was inquire about the wi-fi first, I didn't, so serves me right lah? Pfffffft. The truth is, I'm glad that my laptop wasn't connecting to the wi-fi at home (which is the only problem with it) coz I'll only be online the whole time if it did. But now that Sam's gone home, I hardly go out and there's nothing at home to do other than walk the dog and do housework! Not that I'm complaining, it's just that I wish I could download my songs or update my twitter without using someone else's laptop. I'm thinking it might be my laptop's network adaptor that isn't working which really really sucks.
I've abandoned my Aussie blog, I know, I'm just too lazy. I will though, I promise. Just give me time. xx, Denise. Currently listening to : Take It Home by The White Tie Affair
Its 2 in the afternoon, and I just woke up 5 minutes ago. I'm supposed to pack clothes for a night, get ready, and be at SMKDU by 5. Dang. And here I am blogging.
I mean, getting ready is no problem, I can be done in half an hour. But it's PROM. I made a huuuge mistake by buying Seventeen and looking at SMKDJ's prom pictures. Now I feel so...incomplete. My heels are so plain, my dress in kinda informal compared to anything those girls wore and I don't even plan on applying make-up! Fuuuuccckkkk.
I'm also considering bringing my new camera. Should I? Haha. Knowing me, I'd prolly put it somewhere and forget about it :/
Okeangs, I really have to start getting ready. Maybe I'll ask mum to help me with make-up. Um. Haha. Currently listening to : I Kissed A Girl by Katy Perry
I'm feeling melancholic. I don't know why. I just feel that way today.
I woke up at 1.30 when I was supposed to be awake at 11. I called the school, and I felt like fuck after what my teacher had to say. I've got damage control to do on Wednesday *sighs. Walked to the mamak nearby and met up with Nisha, it's been very long since we hung out. Caught up on the gossip and we planned to have a reunion this Wednesday but everyone is away. Too bad I'm already going to Aussie, I most probably won't join them. I ran back home coz it was going to rain and I'm supposed to be cleaning my room but I'm tired.
I've got 8 days left before I leave. I've got everyday planned out right and I just hope everything will be done before I go.
I think I'm going to highlight my hair maroon today. It's only RM30 at the hair saloon nearby. So yeah. Currently listening to : The rain pattering away outside
Today was a reaaally lazy day. All I did was sit in front of the telly with my laptop and watched movie after movie. I watched Prince Caspian, Ghosts of Girlfriend's Past, Harry Potter and the Half Blood Prince and Wanted -.- Mum and Sam went out, but they came home at around 5.
Mum said they met up with dad for late lunch. Apparently, now dad wants to send me to Singapore for college. Like whaaaat? Geez, sometimes I really don't understand my dad. He thinks just coz now he has good money now, it doesn't mean that a year from now he'll still be this financially stable. I've calculated, and dad will be spending about 20k to send Sam and I to Aussie. Pshh, whatever la. I've made up my mind to do SAM here, in Taylors.
Speaking of which, I'm going for Taylor's open day tomorrow with mum, maybe I'll decide which intake I'll go for. Mmm all of a sudden I've got so much to do. I've got backlogged Editorial stuff to do, which means I have to go back to school to settle it, I haven't got time to do my driving license, I haven't got my hair highlighted, there's so many people to meet before I go, my piano exam is in April next year and prom is in FIVE days (!)
And here I am today watching telly and being a pig *sighs. Currently listening to : Murder by Jay Sean
We didn't go. Mum was prepared to send us, then dad called. I thought okay, at least we were home then. We could go later. Then my aunt started on how mum always gives in to us and how badly we treat her after we get what we want. And she concluded with, "No, you guys aren't going to that party". Some of her words really hurt me so I started crying. Partly also coz I still wanted to go to Blaze, screw it. The whole night was complete drama. Sam cried, I cried. But hey, we didn't go. Nuff said.
But later on the way home, Haris called. We talked aaaallll the way home, and even longer at home. So he kinda made my night, by making me laugh and all. Thanks (:
Today was boring, I slept at 7 and woke at 3. Got ready and we left early for my err, second cousin's wedding. Mum had to get her hair done and Sam wanted contacts plus she needed to buy her school uniform before she leaves on Sunday. I'm gonna miss her, but it's only for a week before I join her in Aussie (:
The wedding was typical, first wedding in years that I didn't drink. But I ate like a pig, so yeah, whatever. I'm home and I'm bored. I'm gonna blogstalk. Byee! Currently listening to : More Than Words by Frankie J on repeat (:
I go by the name Dee, been alive for 18 years and I've learned zilch. In 2000, I saw Justin Timberlake in This I Promise You. I've been in love with him ever since.
I don't understand myself sometimes, like how I want something so bad, but do nothing to get it. Yet I live by the words 'Carpe Diem'.
I'm really like everyone else : ordinary, normal and discontent with their lives.
