"We knew the girls were really women in disguise, that they understood love, and even death, and that our job was merely to create the noise that seemed to fascinate them." - The Virgin Suicides
about me
Denise Chang,
Illegal eighteen, currently rocking and rolling around, trying to find my own identity. Loves Chelsea, Justin Timberlake and the finer things in life (;
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#64 Time of your lives.
HEYHOO.
Corroboree was last night, and it was awesome! After-party was even better, although the music was quite bad, and the crowd wasn't really great.
After I had my hair done at Shawn Cutler, I went to Pyramid will Hillary for a bit. In the spur of the moment, I got my tragus pierced, lol. Wasn't a great idea, since my right ear was throbbing the whole evening. Forgot about it after awhile, but still :)
Reached the hotel around 3, was running around getting things done till 5.30, then got ready. While I'm at it, a big thankyou and hugs to all the committee members; Joe Ian, Eng Khim, Chee Wai, Yi Hui, Chen Shin, Sheila (although she came really, really late ;p), Mervin, Jillian, and of course, the awesome Ms. Low!
I think I looked kinda fat in my dress, haha. Prom King&Queen was a total embarrassment, ugh, calculator girl, haha pfft.
But of course, after party at Coco Banana. I followed Kenn and Rizal, didn't know many people there, but Haikal and Ehsan was there. Danced a lot, can't feel legs now. Didn't drink much as I wasn't looking forward to getting drunk. Dad picked me up at 3ish, although he said 2, hehe. I had loads of fun, except for a few people with their sarcastic remarks that tried to ruin my night, but oh well :)
I remember feeling an overwhelming sadness that everything was going to end, when everyone was walking around, taking pictures. I was going to miss everyone, everything. The whole library group, classmates, and every other random person I've come to know. But you know what, I don't suppose that this is the end. We've all got so many things planned, I'm excited for the future. Now that we've got studies out of the way, let's get our rockstars on, ay? :D
All the pictures will be on youtube, malas la nak upload one by one on blogspot.
Like how my previous few posts began, it's been awhile since I've updated. Truth be told, it wasn't that I didn't have time, or had nothing to say, I just never got down to writing down the details, sometimes just plain lazy to bother or just lacking inspiration to put my thoughts into words.
Things have been insane, I went through a couple of rough patches, but I pulled through, and came out stronger. But before this post becomes a cliche (like everything else is), I think I'll just touch on a few things that have been happening.
I'm in the midst of my finals, with 3 out of 5 papers done and never to be thought of again (till that one week before Christmas when they release my results). I'm not even thinking about how badly I'm going to fail my Spec Maths paper, or the crap that I crapped out for my English paper. On a lighter note however, Maths was pretty good, and I'm quite optimistic about Chemistry tomorrow. Rest assured that this nightmare will all be over on Friday (;
I've been going out a lot too. Scored myself free tickets to Adam Lambert, owe mum about RM200+ for my Paramore ROCKZONE tickets which was totally worth it. Was at Changkat with Jocelyn & Josh, which turned out pretty bad, won't go into details. Skipped out on Mutant Mayhem, as much as I regret now as it was the weekend before my finals (joy). Besides a few outings here and there, things have been good.
Of course, not forgetting the amount of time I have been spending in the college library, studying. No, scratch that, talking, getting to know more people and lazing around, more like. It's funny how the number of people I get to know in the last few weeks of college is the number of people I got to know throughout the duration of my course multiplied by three. Every guy I checked out, every girl I had a bad first impression on, are now people I spend daily musings with. I can't help but sit in the library and end up waving or having empty talk with one person or another every few minutes.
And of course, a small heartbreak with a certain guy. It wasn't a big deal. I knew what I wanted from the relationship, and he didn't, so we ended things, although we were only going out for a week, if you consider short lunches and rides home as 'dating'. We didn't catch a movie together, go for dinner or anything of the sort so, meh. Currently, my heart is in it's usual state of mixed emotions, uncertainty, overreaction and self-induced pain, with another certain boy who has my heart racing every time I think of him. Words come out weird, I don't act myself, and everything I do seems to push us further apart. Again, I know what I want, and I want nothing less. So till then, heart racing, weird words.
I think I'll end my post for the day month here. Hopefully it doesn't take me another day-before-exam-boredom to post another post. But till then, au revoir lovelies!
Currently plugged into: Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars
Laik, oh my gad? It's been awhile since I last updated properly hey.
And it's not like it's even a good time right now, but yeah.
Anyway, things have been pretty nuts. Been really busy in college, and I'm not saying this just for kicks, but I'm really serious. Prom performance auditions just came and left, I'm in the midst of the SAM T-shirt sales which I'm heading, and of course, my never ending assessments. Which are not good by the way. I feel my 95% ATAR slipping away :/
With friends things have been pretty much awesome. Just to name a few precious people, Kelly, Hui Ting, Hee Ching, Ee Von, Colin, Harin, Justin Yee & the CF, Denise Leom & the Council. People that I find myself looking forward to hanging out with everyday. Although it may never be the same as when it was in high school, I guess things are different now. And I've always took pride in my adaptability, and strength when it comes to new environment, so I'm really quite content now.
People are saying I'm really relaxed, considering I'm in March intake and all, but let me tell you something. A duck may look really calm on the surface of the water, just floating around without a care in the world, but the truth is, beneath the water, it's legs are frantically waddling away, trying to stay afloat. Exactly the case with me. Aaand I just realised I just compared myself to a duck. Quack? Haha.
Some pictures of the happenings, mostly around church and CF, but still, life's good in God's presence (:
ECA Day! (; & the mighty awesome CF.
ESL Tutorial, wore heels in college for the first time (:
CF CAMP @ PD :D
Bloom Conference 2010
Acts Teens and Acts Campus Gathering!
So yeah! Besides that, I was at Hijjas Kasturi's house for his 'open house' and cultural dance show thing. His house is awesome! As an aspiring architect *ehem ehem*, I'm having fingers and toes crossed to have a home as huge as his one day (;
Will try to update more! See ya :)
Currently listening to : You Look Better When I'm Drunk by The White Tie Affair
Awesome song, and although I missed her at World Stage, I love Katy Perry to bits. She's so purdy. Hehe.
Been spending a lot of time with Kelly, not that I'm complaining, but yeah. Speaking of which, I should get a picture with her, hm.
I need to prioritise. Im finding that I'm not doing my best. In anything. For Student Council work, Corroboree preps and studies. Prioritise. So much easier said than done. Everyone keeps saying that I'm really relaxed for a SAM March intake student. And yeah, I agree. I know that a full set of A20s is way beyond my reach, I'm just gonna have to work with what I already have. A few phails and one A *sigh.
Oh, I'm beginning to love church more and more. It's like I'm finding something that's been missing for a really long time. I think CF Camp must have ignited a spark that was already within me. I feel this urge of wanting to be better. For my mum, my dad, my sister and for myself. All starting with my studies. Heh :) I know it's not impossible, I just need to focus. Pah, once again, easier said than done.
Okay so I've got a couple of assignments waiting to be done, so yeah. Catch you later.
Curremtly listening to: Teenage Dream by Katy Perry.
Heeeeh, sorry, excuse the Cina-ness. Helloo :D
I've redone my whole blog, the previous layout was too damn ugly. I know this one isn't me. At all. But yeah. Winds of change, people, change.
Anyway, it's been badonkey years since I updated, and I feel really bad coz I actually do love my blog. I don't know where to start :O
Hmm I celebrated my eighteenth not too long ago, the 8th to be precise. Kelly took me out for Eclipse the night before, and the clock struck 12 when we were in Banana Leaf, Centrepoint while we were having cheese naan and camwhoring ;) In class was pretty nuts, friends and I were sharing cake on each other's faces :p Tons of pictures on Facebook, just check out my tagged photos.
Life's been pretty boring yet crazy at the same time. I'm pretty much home most of the time, pigging out in front of my laptop like I do best. Other times I'm stressing out about my studies but not really doing anything about it anyway.
Time's been flying really really quick. It's already end of July and I don't know where Jan, Feb, March, April, May and June went. Scary shit la. Another four months and I'm out of Taylors already :/ I feel like college and I have this lovehate relationship. Sometimes it pisses me off so bad I just feel like staying in bed. I don't, but I end up going to college dressed like crap. Other times I'm so excited, I take forever to get dressed. LOL. No relevance, I know.
Friends are everywhere in college, but somehow I haven't found anyone that I can really relate to, other than Kelly Ng. She's awesome la this woman. Hehe. But honestly, I really miss my old friends. They may not be perfect, and probably not good for me, but they've been the ones putting a smile on my face for the past 5 years :')
Oh Sneijder, you cannot imagine my immense love for you :')
My heart burns with so much pride when I see them :)
Oh, something random. World Cup. From the beginning, I've always been Spain and Holland fans. I even told myself that if they were both in the finals, I wouldn't know who to choose. Then I found that I was rooting for Oranje more then Espana. But I still loved both though. And I didn't like the fact that so many others were already supporting Spain. That's just me and my weird desire to go against everyone else la kan. Then when the finals came, I bought myself an Oranje jersey, pergh semangat already. Watched the finals in AC with Haris, slept in his car then went straight to college. Zombie like the whole day man. And I was wearing my Netherlands jersey pulak tu. Haha (Y)
Anyway, things to look forward to! Friday the 13th themed party in August! Student Council is organizing the whole thing so I've got quite a bit on my plate. I'm getting Caprice to perform, yummeh. Aaaand preparations for Corroberee, our prom has started. The theme for this one is Garden of Eden. Gold, green and white colours. I can already imagine how I'm going. All I need is the perfect date. Hehe. Oh and MTV World Stage. Someone on my timelime tweeted, "Oh, you mean Katy Perry's concert? The others are just opening acts." LOL, I couldn't agree more. Shitty lineup if you ask me. As much as I love Bunkface, I feel that MTV could have done better. I mean come on, look at last years. All I'm saying is I'm only going if I get a free ticket, I'm not gonna be chasing like I did last year. Malas.
Okay, so this is just it for now. Hoping that I'll post another update soon.
Till then,
LOVEEE, Denise.
Currently listening to : Kissin U by Miranda Cosgrove
"And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless, I might be able to just soon forget this."
25th May, 2010;
I was feeling pretty worn out from college since I had my laptop with me, making my bag plenty heavy. And plus, I was just feeling a little down from all the shit going on everywhere. A text from Haris made it better when he invited me out (;
Once I got into the car, I was pretty quiet, I think he thought I was mad. But once I started complaining, everything just came gushing out. I think I even teared a bit :O He was too good to just listen and not really say anything while I was being an utter bitch :')
Of course, we ended in Sunway Pyramid, and first thing we did was catch a movie. NightmareOnElmStreet (; It was reaaally good, but of course, never as good as the originals, hey. Freddy Krueger got me jumping in my seat, like no other boy can do ;p Haris claimed that I was going to punch him during one of the totally unexpected jumpy parts, I really wasn't. A line from the movie which I couldn't decide to either laugh or squirm at ; "Your mouth says yes but your body says no" - Freddy Krueger. A total must watch, I say (: Of spilling popcorns and deciding between closing my ears or eyes. Hehe.
And then of course, omnomnom, foooood. We took about an hour, at least, to decide. He even texted a friend to tell us where to eat. We then half walked to Subway, spotted a Penang-ish cafe/cuisine, walked in and both had nasi lemak instead ♥ So much for healthy eating.
And my favourite part of the day, where I cleaaaarly remembered that we parked on CP5, and Si Know-It-All here was saying that it was impossible. Something around the lines of "Definitely not CP5" (; Well of course, we ended looking at almost every floor, and some more than twice. So I go on to say, "Why don't we just take a look, no harm done, right?" Lo and behold, there sat the little gold Kelisa. Never doubt a woman, fosho. The driving home, hehe. My endless shouting directions and freaking outs. I find myself to be borderline useless when it comes to directions. Funny how I've been on the same route everyday, for almost my whole life, and yet can still forget which turn to take or lane to be in :/
But it was such a good day, although I stayed up till 2 to finish my draft. All good, I only had 4% plagarism (;
26th May, 2010;
A very different Wednesday, from all the Wednesdays I've had ♥
I skipped out on first period to complete my draft, and skipped lunch to finalize it (; Bought myself bubble tea and lollipops the kill the hunger pangs. And then the movie, The Sum of All Fears. Good movie, a lil too political for me, but still. Ben Affleck and Morgan Freeman, worth the two hours of ass-on-plastic chair ;p
I planned to take the shuttle bus to the Lakeside campus, but Lih Shyan got his friends, Alan and Ben to drive us there. From the moment Alan reversed out of the parking lot, I knew I was in for one helluva ride (;
When we arrived at Lakeside, I was definitely breathtaken. By so many things! The fact that they have such a beautiful 4 floor library, lecture theatres with awesome views of the lake, and the 20" Macs. Oh those Macs. And the yummy boys ;p A short text to Kelly saying "Lakeside is my new boyfriend, J- who? ;)"
Borrowed a book, and got back onto the rollercoaster. We couldn't decide where to go, and quoting Alan, "With every meter this car moves, you guys suggest a different place -.-" :D Finally, ended up in Sunway Pyramid, again. All we did was stare at the ice-skating rink, both Alan and I lusting for ice-skates. Didn't play pool, didn't watch a movie, didn't bowl and most definitely didn't ice-skate. Instead, we shared bubble tea. And then left for FTZ (;
We very obviously suck at L4D2, judging by the amount of times all four of us died, not even being able to be rescued by the 'rescue team'. Dang those Boomers :3
Finally left for home at about 7, and I assure you, I have never freaked out so much in one single car ride. Alan Nah, you are one scaaary driver. Between all the literal screaming, swearing and epic laughing, I had so much fun. I was better at the directions since I had practice yesterday (; But Mr. Genius here took a left turn when I clearly said U-turn, causing me to freak out all over again :'D
Thank you guys, for making my day twenty times over. Lih Shyan and Ben were obviously tired and couldn't take my screaming as I sat in front. hehe ♥
There's so much more to come, so much more planned. Sleepover at Hill's, 6 Efisyen reunion and LAN classes. hehe. Looks like life is turning round, isn't it? (;
Oh, and I wish I had pictures to go with these, if only I can find my charger :/
Currently listening to : Born To Make You Happy by Britney Spears
Hey hello, I know I've kinda abandoned my blog a bit. It's just that, life's been so.. crazy yet boring at the same time.
The logic to that statement is well, pretty simple yet complicated. LOL WTF right. I think I've gone bonkers.
College has been so busy! I've got so much tests, and assignments, I've never had so much work to do before. But yet, I find myself on Facebook 3-4 hours a day, and don't even get me started on weekends. When it's Saturday or Sunday, I completely forget I even go to college :/
I feel lifeless. And yes, that is just expected of a SAM student. But but I feel like I've missed out on life before this so much that I just want to live now. I just want to be spontaneous and go out for a drive with friends, skip class and just well, live. But then I feel guilty when I do so cause of the work I have.
And oh my goodness, my horrendous results. You don't even want to know. 5 out of 40 for Chemistry, the lowest in class. I am so failing SAM. I need help la, fishcake. And Spec Maths. Holy cow, why was I even crazy enough to think that I could handle this? :(
I'm sort of broken. In a way. My heart is like, in so many pieces and just flying off in different directions that I don't even know what to think or feel anymore. It's confusing.
Part of me tells me to just forget about all this and just concentrate on SAM. But the other part. The other raging, screaming part that wants him to know I exist, so so badly. I hate how much he knows I linger around so he can say hey, or that my heart skips two, maybe three beats when I see him.
And my classmates. They don't like me. Well, not all of them (I hope.), but two of the five people I feel most comfortable with. Sometimes I figure that I can't be too loud, but I just can't help it. I'm always the misfit. I wish life wasn't such a dick.
Oh and I can't find my camera charger, fuck.
Currently listening to : Airplanes by B.O.B ft Hayley Williams
Well today was a really bad day that ironically started off pretty well. Okay, not really. Halfway through my walk to the bus stop, I realised I forgot my Student ID. But hey, wasn't like I was planning to go anywhere that required my Student ID ain't it. Other than college, the library and the web. Pfft. In class, I fell asleep in Chem and missed out on a whole hour of class. Then the whole class had to skip lunch and walk all the way to a park in SS15 for our class photoshoot which by the way is due on Monday and I haven't even got round to it yet! (Y) We wanted to take a shortcut from the back of campus, but it ended up being closed so all 29 of us had to make a huge round back to the main entrance. The sun was so hot but yet the park was wet from the rain last night. So of course, my dear Converse had to get all muddy. In the end, we all had to take pictures looking all sticky and sweaty. And plus, I so wore the wrong outfit and now I look fat (yeah, blame the outfit ;p) Oh and guess what, on the way back, my glasses broke. I seriously do not know how or why, but it just did. I thought it felt kinda funny so I touched it and next thing you knew, one side of the frame had fallen off. So much for a RM400+ pair of glasses with a lousy glue job. Then I had my Maths class test, which took up 10% of my internal assesment with broken glasses. I managed just fine, till it started raining. Yeah, in class. Something somewhere was leaking and I had to be the lucky one to sit under it. FML. So being all moody and crappy, I was kinda quiet in Spec Maths class, just waiting for the day to end, and my lecturer came up to me and said, "Denise, you need to catch up. Come and see me for counselling." Oh great, just fucking great, now I need counselling. And the best part of all, I finally spoke to the cutie on the bus and first thing he said was, "What happened to your glasses?!" You have got to be kidding me.
So yeah, I believe bad days make you stronger. I endured all kinds of shit on the supposedly shortest day of the week. But mummy came, picked me up, took me to get my glasses changed and of course, big fat hug for the bad day. Hehe.
Some pictures of the class photoshoot, and no shit, I seriously look huuuuge :O But oh well. The rest of the pictures are on Facebook, here.
Love my Mfourians (; Mfourthewin, hehe see what I just did there? ;p
Currently listening to : Airplanes ft Hayley Williams & Eminem by B.o.B
College has been really good, except for the fact that I've been working my ass out trying to meet deadlines, which by the way I am totally failing at. I still have my last 2 hours of driving class, yet to be completed, which kills me coz I really want my license :/
Anyway, just a few random things from college,
Freddy Kruger was hiding behind telephone posts, scaring the beezwacks out of people. Poor Philip (;
Someone posted this up on a bulletin board in campus. I was going to look away after the first few lines, but kept reading anyway. It sort of inspired me, although for me, life has always been about living each day to the fullest, and I'm glad someone decided to spread the word ;)
If you are reading this, then this then this (I noticed that :p) warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity, you will become a statistic. You have been warned.
End note : WORD! This is a win.
I couldn't agree more ;)
Anyway, I haven't been watching American Idol for ages! Lee Dewyze is love :D Oh, and the new http://draft.blogger.com/ is awesome. Just look at my new layout, inspired by Elaine's (; I have to get started on my research paper draft, so this is it for now. Bye! Currently listening to : Alejandro by Lady Gaga
So today the guys and I were too lazy to think of a place to grab a bite, so we decided to head over to Chern Jin's place to make sandwiches! Stopped by 7Eleven to buy bread the walked the short 5 minutes walk to his place.
I now present to you :
Chern Jin's, Kee Kiat's and Denise's How to Make an Egg Mayo Sandwich Without Phailing (:
Firstly, you need bread, mayo, salt & pepper (important for you may end up running to Herbs&Foods for that, not saying we did ;p), eggs fosho, water and possibly a small fan. Place some water in a pot till it boils, then slowly lower the eggs into the water coz you don't wait it looking like this : After 15-20 minutes, pour the water out and start peeling. Working together is a good idea especially if you only have 20 minutes until class starts. If it's too hot, that's where the fan comes in ;) Finally, mash up all the eggs, add mayo and salt & pepper to taste. Optional : add some lime juice for that awesome zest! We didn't have any though ;) Stuff it all onto some bread and TADAAAAH! Declare it a non-epicfail experiment, fosho! From left, Chern Jin's ass, my ass, Kee Kiat's half :D
Thanks to Ming Tat, Szu Jie & Lih Shyan for helping to watch and chowing it all down in less than 5 minutes (Y) Oh, they did help to peel, and *not* complaining that the eggs were too hot :p We ended up not having enough stuffing and were late for class anyway, but I sure had loads of fun.
Oh, and we were at Sunway watching Kick Ass yesterday. Kicked some ass did it indeed. Stupidly funny movie ;p Once again, I find myself clicking with guys more than girls. The girls in my class no likey me :/ Oh wells.
"So what do you think are some of the systematic errors during this experiment?" - Physics lecturer "Oh the radius of the circle was hard to maintain" - Zhi Xuan "Yeah, the clip wasn't in the same place" - Koek Yao "So that's a systematic error?" - PL "No" "No" ZX & KY "HAHAHHAHAHAHA." - Class
"What is the structural shape of this molecule" - Chem lecturer "Trigonal pyramidal!, CH3CH4 bla bla, V-shaped!" -Everyone "Square -.-" CL
LOL, may not seem funny to you but it was at the time. I love my class haha. And Philip's contagious laughter :D
Now, everyone smile and say, "I ♥ French Fries!" ;p
Currently listening to : Billionaire by Travis McCoy ft Bruno Mars
So far things have been.. a huge roller coaster of disaster. Over the past two weeks, it's been mixed emotions, crazy talk and spending money.
I stayed over at Hillary's place for about two nights. The picture above was taken by her, after I was forced to try on about 42652 clothes of hers. Surprisingly enough, we're both the same size. Except for her big feet and height. Oh and my bigger bum and her bigger boobs. It was fun, although all we pretty much did was jump around in her room trying on clothes and taking hours to decide what to wear for college the next day. Adrian, her boyfriend drove us to and from college both days, and oh, he's got the same birthday as me (Y) We slept late on both days, causing me to fall asleep in class so many times. Mmm, Hill's brother said to her that I've got a round ass. Gee, thanks for the newsflash. What her 15 year old brother is doing checking out my ass and all, I will never know. We watched Fame, ate too many damn Cheerios and bought clothes online, yay! Love love ♥
Other than that, college has been kinda shitty. HAHA no, not really. I just feel like pointing out that there are too many damn couples around. Like Hill said, all the hot ones are taken. Bahahahaha. Oh and I had my Maths and Spec Maths class test recently. 11/20 for Maths, yo. That's...bad.
For now, I'm staying in Beh Beh's place on weekdays, probably go to work on Friday afternoons after classes, then head back to Sepang for the weekend. I've got my last two driving hours this weekend, then I can book my JPJ test, although I can't say that I can confidently pass the exam. We'll see. I still haven't been to the movies in badonkey years but I did spend money on tops from F21 and a haircut. Thinking about rehighlighting my hair since it's not red anymore, more like shit yellow, as you can see in the picture. But meh, too lazy.
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This blog is not dead. I will update, it's just that I don't have time with all the driving classes, church and college things going on. It would be a lie to say that I'm not enjoying college, I really am. I'm opening up to things, and my classmates are really funny :)
I just feel kinda bored here. And a tad bit alone. I haven't shopped in DAYS! *proud of myself :p And I looong for my friends, my old friends.
I'm waiting to get my license, so I can finally drive and take myself out whenever I want. Three cheers for independance and being alone. Currently listening to : Down ft Lil Wayne by Jay Sean
Today, well technically yesterday, was my orientation (like I haven't already posted it everywhere :p) and it was pretty..well.. EPIC?! :)
I must say, at first I was kinda bored with all the speeches going on, and I found myself surrounded by people I normally wouldn't hang out with. But then when they split us into our classes, and started all the ice breaker games, that was when I started to warm up.
The games were seriously funny. There was one where we had to sit in a circle, and everyone had to lie down on the person on their right's lap. I have no idea if I make any sense but who cares. Then 3 people were given a list of words to act out, and the people lying down in that super awkward position had to guess what it was. They were sorta lying down on chairs and every one minute, the facilitators will pull out two chairs. I know it's hard to imagine but it was seriously hilarious. I was one of the 3 who had to act out the words which some of were Lady Gaga, Harry Potter, Facebook and other random words. I couldn't really act properly since I was in hysterics laughing at my poor classmates :p
Anyway, there were a few other games, and not to mention a real hottie in class M7 :p OH OH I'm class M4, btw. So far, there are definitely more guys than girls, I'll update as soon I have more to tell.
It's currently 3AM and I have class in 5 hours. I so shouldn't have taken that 2 and a half indulgent nap. My brain is so fucking awake that I have a headache from trying too hard to sleep. I have no idea how I'm going to survive on my very first day of class in college. Wish me luck! Currently listening to : World Behind My Wall by Tokio Hotel
Just a quick update on what I did this weekend, or the last weekend before my college life starts :) I know I'm making sorta big deal out of everything, and friends who have already started college tells me it's nothing much, but trust me, it's something to me, alright.
yesterday, Outing with my boys from high school, before Feck leaves for National Service, can't wait to see him bald :p For a few of them, it was the first time in Sunway Pyramid, so it was cute seeing them get excited bout everything. We had half our minds to go ice skating, the other half wanted to watch a movie. In the end, we ended up just walking around, before they all left for Mid Valley, leaving me to meet up with my dad.
today, Was supposed to wake up early for a whole day commited to church. Ended up waking at 1, missing the 11am service and lunch with Matt. Had lunch at Subway with Haris, although the silly boy wouldn't eat. Went for 4pm service, signed up for VIP, and I feel sooo good about it.
tomorrow, Orientation at Taylor's College, and I simply can't wait! :)
Currently listening to : Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston & JB.
It's the 5th of February, already! Sucks that I still haven't decided where I want to go for college or that I still can't put my finger on which course I want...
Well anyway, I just got home from Lim Kok Wing, and I tell you, that place reeks of awesomeness. I love love love the environment which is not good. It's making my decision even harder to make. The architecture course there is cheaper than Taylors (surprisingly) by a bit but I'll have to start in March since my trial results were shit and I can't go for the Feb intake coz of that. Which also means I have another two months to kill and I simply can't wait for college.
So, my dad has impromptu-ly decided for me to take SAM in Taylors so that I have a better foundation for my second degree (LIKE WHAT?). Yeah, dad says he would prefer if I took a 2nd degree after my architecture. And by prefer, he means he wants. Mhmm. I'm thinking Chemical Engineering but hey, one step at a time, right? Plus, he prefers (heh) that after SAM, I go overseas to study, like in England or some shit but like I said, one step at a time. I don't want to rush my decision in these two months and regret later, so yeah, SAM.
Other than that, things have been pretty good. I'm going for my Grade 8 practical in August, then most likely my Diploma after that. I'm going to be staying with Beh Beh, my piano teacher coz it's nearer to Taylors. Oh, and I've finally registered for my license which will take about up to 2 months to finalise (yay!).
OHHH CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING! Haha sudden wave of excitement :p I haven't done any CNY shopping yet, we'll probably go on Sunday. Can't wait for all the gambling, food and ang pau money. Ngahahaha.
I'm happy :)
Currently listening to : Can't Stand It by NeverShoutNever! <- Listen to their new album, it's even more awesome than LKW.
Hey, so today I was at Taylor's Open Day at their Lakeside Campus, and its huuuuge! Mum and I went for a talk on Architecture, my main choice for a course. It wasn't really helpful though, bleh. Then I talked to this hottie about SAM, hehe. He was so bubbly and all, I wanted to take SAM because of him already :p
Anyway, mum and I walked to the hall where we met some counsellors. We talked about ADP, SAM and the Architecture course at Taylors. Now I can't decide ._. Do I reaaally want to take Architecture immediately? Or should I, as my mum says, waste a year and 20k on SAM? Sheesh, I don't know.
At dinner, dad made it worse by saying he wants me to study in Aussie or Singapore straight away. Pfft whatever. Not helping. We had dinner at the airport where we sent Sam off. Dad surprised Sam with an iTouch before she left. Fucken jealous okay. She's so lucky. At 14, I had zilch. Psh, whatever, I know I'm lucky enough. Can't wait for my turn to Aussie though. But dad said we only get 50AUD a week to spend on shopping -____- VHAT?!
However, I'm still crossing my fingers and toes that dad will get me the Canon 450D that I have been wanting for oh-so long before I leave next Monday. Hmm, this remaning week I have here in Malaysia will be pretty hectic, I've got loads planned out for everyday, but most of them are spending time with friends, but who says it's a waste? :p Currently listening to : Avalanche by Marie Digby
Corroboree was last night, and it was awesome! After-party was even better, although the music was quite bad, and the crowd wasn't really great.
After I had my hair done at Shawn Cutler, I went to Pyramid will Hillary for a bit. In the spur of the moment, I got my tragus pierced, lol. Wasn't a great idea, since my right ear was throbbing the whole evening. Forgot about it after awhile, but still :)
Reached the hotel around 3, was running around getting things done till 5.30, then got ready. While I'm at it, a big thankyou and hugs to all the committee members; Joe Ian, Eng Khim, Chee Wai, Yi Hui, Chen Shin, Sheila (although she came really, really late ;p), Mervin, Jillian, and of course, the awesome Ms. Low!
I think I looked kinda fat in my dress, haha. Prom King&Queen was a total embarrassment, ugh, calculator girl, haha pfft.
But of course, after party at Coco Banana. I followed Kenn and Rizal, didn't know many people there, but Haikal and Ehsan was there. Danced a lot, can't feel legs now. Didn't drink much as I wasn't looking forward to getting drunk. Dad picked me up at 3ish, although he said 2, hehe. I had loads of fun, except for a few people with their sarcastic remarks that tried to ruin my night, but oh well :)
I remember feeling an overwhelming sadness that everything was going to end, when everyone was walking around, taking pictures. I was going to miss everyone, everything. The whole library group, classmates, and every other random person I've come to know. But you know what, I don't suppose that this is the end. We've all got so many things planned, I'm excited for the future. Now that we've got studies out of the way, let's get our rockstars on, ay? :D
All the pictures will be on youtube, malas la nak upload one by one on blogspot.
Like how my previous few posts began, it's been awhile since I've updated. Truth be told, it wasn't that I didn't have time, or had nothing to say, I just never got down to writing down the details, sometimes just plain lazy to bother or just lacking inspiration to put my thoughts into words.
Things have been insane, I went through a couple of rough patches, but I pulled through, and came out stronger. But before this post becomes a cliche (like everything else is), I think I'll just touch on a few things that have been happening.
I'm in the midst of my finals, with 3 out of 5 papers done and never to be thought of again (till that one week before Christmas when they release my results). I'm not even thinking about how badly I'm going to fail my Spec Maths paper, or the crap that I crapped out for my English paper. On a lighter note however, Maths was pretty good, and I'm quite optimistic about Chemistry tomorrow. Rest assured that this nightmare will all be over on Friday (;
I've been going out a lot too. Scored myself free tickets to Adam Lambert, owe mum about RM200+ for my Paramore ROCKZONE tickets which was totally worth it. Was at Changkat with Jocelyn & Josh, which turned out pretty bad, won't go into details. Skipped out on Mutant Mayhem, as much as I regret now as it was the weekend before my finals (joy). Besides a few outings here and there, things have been good.
Of course, not forgetting the amount of time I have been spending in the college library, studying. No, scratch that, talking, getting to know more people and lazing around, more like. It's funny how the number of people I get to know in the last few weeks of college is the number of people I got to know throughout the duration of my course multiplied by three. Every guy I checked out, every girl I had a bad first impression on, are now people I spend daily musings with. I can't help but sit in the library and end up waving or having empty talk with one person or another every few minutes.
And of course, a small heartbreak with a certain guy. It wasn't a big deal. I knew what I wanted from the relationship, and he didn't, so we ended things, although we were only going out for a week, if you consider short lunches and rides home as 'dating'. We didn't catch a movie together, go for dinner or anything of the sort so, meh. Currently, my heart is in it's usual state of mixed emotions, uncertainty, overreaction and self-induced pain, with another certain boy who has my heart racing every time I think of him. Words come out weird, I don't act myself, and everything I do seems to push us further apart. Again, I know what I want, and I want nothing less. So till then, heart racing, weird words.
I think I'll end my post for the day month here. Hopefully it doesn't take me another day-before-exam-boredom to post another post. But till then, au revoir lovelies!
Currently plugged into: Just the Way You Are by Bruno Mars
Laik, oh my gad? It's been awhile since I last updated properly hey.
And it's not like it's even a good time right now, but yeah.
Anyway, things have been pretty nuts. Been really busy in college, and I'm not saying this just for kicks, but I'm really serious. Prom performance auditions just came and left, I'm in the midst of the SAM T-shirt sales which I'm heading, and of course, my never ending assessments. Which are not good by the way. I feel my 95% ATAR slipping away :/
With friends things have been pretty much awesome. Just to name a few precious people, Kelly, Hui Ting, Hee Ching, Ee Von, Colin, Harin, Justin Yee & the CF, Denise Leom & the Council. People that I find myself looking forward to hanging out with everyday. Although it may never be the same as when it was in high school, I guess things are different now. And I've always took pride in my adaptability, and strength when it comes to new environment, so I'm really quite content now.
People are saying I'm really relaxed, considering I'm in March intake and all, but let me tell you something. A duck may look really calm on the surface of the water, just floating around without a care in the world, but the truth is, beneath the water, it's legs are frantically waddling away, trying to stay afloat. Exactly the case with me. Aaand I just realised I just compared myself to a duck. Quack? Haha.
Some pictures of the happenings, mostly around church and CF, but still, life's good in God's presence (:
ECA Day! (; & the mighty awesome CF.
ESL Tutorial, wore heels in college for the first time (:
CF CAMP @ PD :D
Bloom Conference 2010
Acts Teens and Acts Campus Gathering!
So yeah! Besides that, I was at Hijjas Kasturi's house for his 'open house' and cultural dance show thing. His house is awesome! As an aspiring architect *ehem ehem*, I'm having fingers and toes crossed to have a home as huge as his one day (;
Will try to update more! See ya :)
Currently listening to : You Look Better When I'm Drunk by The White Tie Affair
Awesome song, and although I missed her at World Stage, I love Katy Perry to bits. She's so purdy. Hehe.
Been spending a lot of time with Kelly, not that I'm complaining, but yeah. Speaking of which, I should get a picture with her, hm.
I need to prioritise. Im finding that I'm not doing my best. In anything. For Student Council work, Corroboree preps and studies. Prioritise. So much easier said than done. Everyone keeps saying that I'm really relaxed for a SAM March intake student. And yeah, I agree. I know that a full set of A20s is way beyond my reach, I'm just gonna have to work with what I already have. A few phails and one A *sigh.
Oh, I'm beginning to love church more and more. It's like I'm finding something that's been missing for a really long time. I think CF Camp must have ignited a spark that was already within me. I feel this urge of wanting to be better. For my mum, my dad, my sister and for myself. All starting with my studies. Heh :) I know it's not impossible, I just need to focus. Pah, once again, easier said than done.
Okay so I've got a couple of assignments waiting to be done, so yeah. Catch you later.
Curremtly listening to: Teenage Dream by Katy Perry.
Heeeeh, sorry, excuse the Cina-ness. Helloo :D
I've redone my whole blog, the previous layout was too damn ugly. I know this one isn't me. At all. But yeah. Winds of change, people, change.
Anyway, it's been badonkey years since I updated, and I feel really bad coz I actually do love my blog. I don't know where to start :O
Hmm I celebrated my eighteenth not too long ago, the 8th to be precise. Kelly took me out for Eclipse the night before, and the clock struck 12 when we were in Banana Leaf, Centrepoint while we were having cheese naan and camwhoring ;) In class was pretty nuts, friends and I were sharing cake on each other's faces :p Tons of pictures on Facebook, just check out my tagged photos.
Life's been pretty boring yet crazy at the same time. I'm pretty much home most of the time, pigging out in front of my laptop like I do best. Other times I'm stressing out about my studies but not really doing anything about it anyway.
Time's been flying really really quick. It's already end of July and I don't know where Jan, Feb, March, April, May and June went. Scary shit la. Another four months and I'm out of Taylors already :/ I feel like college and I have this lovehate relationship. Sometimes it pisses me off so bad I just feel like staying in bed. I don't, but I end up going to college dressed like crap. Other times I'm so excited, I take forever to get dressed. LOL. No relevance, I know.
Friends are everywhere in college, but somehow I haven't found anyone that I can really relate to, other than Kelly Ng. She's awesome la this woman. Hehe. But honestly, I really miss my old friends. They may not be perfect, and probably not good for me, but they've been the ones putting a smile on my face for the past 5 years :')
Oh Sneijder, you cannot imagine my immense love for you :')
My heart burns with so much pride when I see them :)
Oh, something random. World Cup. From the beginning, I've always been Spain and Holland fans. I even told myself that if they were both in the finals, I wouldn't know who to choose. Then I found that I was rooting for Oranje more then Espana. But I still loved both though. And I didn't like the fact that so many others were already supporting Spain. That's just me and my weird desire to go against everyone else la kan. Then when the finals came, I bought myself an Oranje jersey, pergh semangat already. Watched the finals in AC with Haris, slept in his car then went straight to college. Zombie like the whole day man. And I was wearing my Netherlands jersey pulak tu. Haha (Y)
Anyway, things to look forward to! Friday the 13th themed party in August! Student Council is organizing the whole thing so I've got quite a bit on my plate. I'm getting Caprice to perform, yummeh. Aaaand preparations for Corroberee, our prom has started. The theme for this one is Garden of Eden. Gold, green and white colours. I can already imagine how I'm going. All I need is the perfect date. Hehe. Oh and MTV World Stage. Someone on my timelime tweeted, "Oh, you mean Katy Perry's concert? The others are just opening acts." LOL, I couldn't agree more. Shitty lineup if you ask me. As much as I love Bunkface, I feel that MTV could have done better. I mean come on, look at last years. All I'm saying is I'm only going if I get a free ticket, I'm not gonna be chasing like I did last year. Malas.
Okay, so this is just it for now. Hoping that I'll post another update soon.
Till then,
LOVEEE, Denise.
Currently listening to : Kissin U by Miranda Cosgrove
"And if I weren't so young, or stupid, or restless, I might be able to just soon forget this."
25th May, 2010;
I was feeling pretty worn out from college since I had my laptop with me, making my bag plenty heavy. And plus, I was just feeling a little down from all the shit going on everywhere. A text from Haris made it better when he invited me out (;
Once I got into the car, I was pretty quiet, I think he thought I was mad. But once I started complaining, everything just came gushing out. I think I even teared a bit :O He was too good to just listen and not really say anything while I was being an utter bitch :')
Of course, we ended in Sunway Pyramid, and first thing we did was catch a movie. NightmareOnElmStreet (; It was reaaally good, but of course, never as good as the originals, hey. Freddy Krueger got me jumping in my seat, like no other boy can do ;p Haris claimed that I was going to punch him during one of the totally unexpected jumpy parts, I really wasn't. A line from the movie which I couldn't decide to either laugh or squirm at ; "Your mouth says yes but your body says no" - Freddy Krueger. A total must watch, I say (: Of spilling popcorns and deciding between closing my ears or eyes. Hehe.
And then of course, omnomnom, foooood. We took about an hour, at least, to decide. He even texted a friend to tell us where to eat. We then half walked to Subway, spotted a Penang-ish cafe/cuisine, walked in and both had nasi lemak instead ♥ So much for healthy eating.
And my favourite part of the day, where I cleaaaarly remembered that we parked on CP5, and Si Know-It-All here was saying that it was impossible. Something around the lines of "Definitely not CP5" (; Well of course, we ended looking at almost every floor, and some more than twice. So I go on to say, "Why don't we just take a look, no harm done, right?" Lo and behold, there sat the little gold Kelisa. Never doubt a woman, fosho. The driving home, hehe. My endless shouting directions and freaking outs. I find myself to be borderline useless when it comes to directions. Funny how I've been on the same route everyday, for almost my whole life, and yet can still forget which turn to take or lane to be in :/
But it was such a good day, although I stayed up till 2 to finish my draft. All good, I only had 4% plagarism (;
26th May, 2010;
A very different Wednesday, from all the Wednesdays I've had ♥
I skipped out on first period to complete my draft, and skipped lunch to finalize it (; Bought myself bubble tea and lollipops the kill the hunger pangs. And then the movie, The Sum of All Fears. Good movie, a lil too political for me, but still. Ben Affleck and Morgan Freeman, worth the two hours of ass-on-plastic chair ;p
I planned to take the shuttle bus to the Lakeside campus, but Lih Shyan got his friends, Alan and Ben to drive us there. From the moment Alan reversed out of the parking lot, I knew I was in for one helluva ride (;
When we arrived at Lakeside, I was definitely breathtaken. By so many things! The fact that they have such a beautiful 4 floor library, lecture theatres with awesome views of the lake, and the 20" Macs. Oh those Macs. And the yummy boys ;p A short text to Kelly saying "Lakeside is my new boyfriend, J- who? ;)"
Borrowed a book, and got back onto the rollercoaster. We couldn't decide where to go, and quoting Alan, "With every meter this car moves, you guys suggest a different place -.-" :D Finally, ended up in Sunway Pyramid, again. All we did was stare at the ice-skating rink, both Alan and I lusting for ice-skates. Didn't play pool, didn't watch a movie, didn't bowl and most definitely didn't ice-skate. Instead, we shared bubble tea. And then left for FTZ (;
We very obviously suck at L4D2, judging by the amount of times all four of us died, not even being able to be rescued by the 'rescue team'. Dang those Boomers :3
Finally left for home at about 7, and I assure you, I have never freaked out so much in one single car ride. Alan Nah, you are one scaaary driver. Between all the literal screaming, swearing and epic laughing, I had so much fun. I was better at the directions since I had practice yesterday (; But Mr. Genius here took a left turn when I clearly said U-turn, causing me to freak out all over again :'D
Thank you guys, for making my day twenty times over. Lih Shyan and Ben were obviously tired and couldn't take my screaming as I sat in front. hehe ♥
There's so much more to come, so much more planned. Sleepover at Hill's, 6 Efisyen reunion and LAN classes. hehe. Looks like life is turning round, isn't it? (;
Oh, and I wish I had pictures to go with these, if only I can find my charger :/
Currently listening to : Born To Make You Happy by Britney Spears
Hey hello, I know I've kinda abandoned my blog a bit. It's just that, life's been so.. crazy yet boring at the same time.
The logic to that statement is well, pretty simple yet complicated. LOL WTF right. I think I've gone bonkers.
College has been so busy! I've got so much tests, and assignments, I've never had so much work to do before. But yet, I find myself on Facebook 3-4 hours a day, and don't even get me started on weekends. When it's Saturday or Sunday, I completely forget I even go to college :/
I feel lifeless. And yes, that is just expected of a SAM student. But but I feel like I've missed out on life before this so much that I just want to live now. I just want to be spontaneous and go out for a drive with friends, skip class and just well, live. But then I feel guilty when I do so cause of the work I have.
And oh my goodness, my horrendous results. You don't even want to know. 5 out of 40 for Chemistry, the lowest in class. I am so failing SAM. I need help la, fishcake. And Spec Maths. Holy cow, why was I even crazy enough to think that I could handle this? :(
I'm sort of broken. In a way. My heart is like, in so many pieces and just flying off in different directions that I don't even know what to think or feel anymore. It's confusing.
Part of me tells me to just forget about all this and just concentrate on SAM. But the other part. The other raging, screaming part that wants him to know I exist, so so badly. I hate how much he knows I linger around so he can say hey, or that my heart skips two, maybe three beats when I see him.
And my classmates. They don't like me. Well, not all of them (I hope.), but two of the five people I feel most comfortable with. Sometimes I figure that I can't be too loud, but I just can't help it. I'm always the misfit. I wish life wasn't such a dick.
Oh and I can't find my camera charger, fuck.
Currently listening to : Airplanes by B.O.B ft Hayley Williams
Well today was a really bad day that ironically started off pretty well. Okay, not really. Halfway through my walk to the bus stop, I realised I forgot my Student ID. But hey, wasn't like I was planning to go anywhere that required my Student ID ain't it. Other than college, the library and the web. Pfft. In class, I fell asleep in Chem and missed out on a whole hour of class. Then the whole class had to skip lunch and walk all the way to a park in SS15 for our class photoshoot which by the way is due on Monday and I haven't even got round to it yet! (Y) We wanted to take a shortcut from the back of campus, but it ended up being closed so all 29 of us had to make a huge round back to the main entrance. The sun was so hot but yet the park was wet from the rain last night. So of course, my dear Converse had to get all muddy. In the end, we all had to take pictures looking all sticky and sweaty. And plus, I so wore the wrong outfit and now I look fat (yeah, blame the outfit ;p) Oh and guess what, on the way back, my glasses broke. I seriously do not know how or why, but it just did. I thought it felt kinda funny so I touched it and next thing you knew, one side of the frame had fallen off. So much for a RM400+ pair of glasses with a lousy glue job. Then I had my Maths class test, which took up 10% of my internal assesment with broken glasses. I managed just fine, till it started raining. Yeah, in class. Something somewhere was leaking and I had to be the lucky one to sit under it. FML. So being all moody and crappy, I was kinda quiet in Spec Maths class, just waiting for the day to end, and my lecturer came up to me and said, "Denise, you need to catch up. Come and see me for counselling." Oh great, just fucking great, now I need counselling. And the best part of all, I finally spoke to the cutie on the bus and first thing he said was, "What happened to your glasses?!" You have got to be kidding me.
So yeah, I believe bad days make you stronger. I endured all kinds of shit on the supposedly shortest day of the week. But mummy came, picked me up, took me to get my glasses changed and of course, big fat hug for the bad day. Hehe.
Some pictures of the class photoshoot, and no shit, I seriously look huuuuge :O But oh well. The rest of the pictures are on Facebook, here.
Love my Mfourians (; Mfourthewin, hehe see what I just did there? ;p
Currently listening to : Airplanes ft Hayley Williams & Eminem by B.o.B
College has been really good, except for the fact that I've been working my ass out trying to meet deadlines, which by the way I am totally failing at. I still have my last 2 hours of driving class, yet to be completed, which kills me coz I really want my license :/
Anyway, just a few random things from college,
Freddy Kruger was hiding behind telephone posts, scaring the beezwacks out of people. Poor Philip (;
Someone posted this up on a bulletin board in campus. I was going to look away after the first few lines, but kept reading anyway. It sort of inspired me, although for me, life has always been about living each day to the fullest, and I'm glad someone decided to spread the word ;)
If you are reading this, then this then this (I noticed that :p) warning is for you. Every word you read of this useless fine print is another second off your life. Don't you have other things to do? Is your life so empty that you can't think of a better way to spend these moments? Or are you so impressed with authority that you give respect and credence to all who claim it? Do you everything you're supposed to read? Do you think everything you're supposed think? Buy what you're told to want? Get out of your apartment. Meet a member of the opposite sex. Stop the excessive shopping and masturbation. Quit your job. Start a fight. Prove you're alive. If you don't claim your humanity, you will become a statistic. You have been warned.
End note : WORD! This is a win.
I couldn't agree more ;)
Anyway, I haven't been watching American Idol for ages! Lee Dewyze is love :D Oh, and the new http://draft.blogger.com/ is awesome. Just look at my new layout, inspired by Elaine's (; I have to get started on my research paper draft, so this is it for now. Bye! Currently listening to : Alejandro by Lady Gaga
So today the guys and I were too lazy to think of a place to grab a bite, so we decided to head over to Chern Jin's place to make sandwiches! Stopped by 7Eleven to buy bread the walked the short 5 minutes walk to his place.
I now present to you :
Chern Jin's, Kee Kiat's and Denise's How to Make an Egg Mayo Sandwich Without Phailing (:
Firstly, you need bread, mayo, salt & pepper (important for you may end up running to Herbs&Foods for that, not saying we did ;p), eggs fosho, water and possibly a small fan. Place some water in a pot till it boils, then slowly lower the eggs into the water coz you don't wait it looking like this : After 15-20 minutes, pour the water out and start peeling. Working together is a good idea especially if you only have 20 minutes until class starts. If it's too hot, that's where the fan comes in ;) Finally, mash up all the eggs, add mayo and salt & pepper to taste. Optional : add some lime juice for that awesome zest! We didn't have any though ;) Stuff it all onto some bread and TADAAAAH! Declare it a non-epicfail experiment, fosho! From left, Chern Jin's ass, my ass, Kee Kiat's half :D
Thanks to Ming Tat, Szu Jie & Lih Shyan for helping to watch and chowing it all down in less than 5 minutes (Y) Oh, they did help to peel, and *not* complaining that the eggs were too hot :p We ended up not having enough stuffing and were late for class anyway, but I sure had loads of fun.
Oh, and we were at Sunway watching Kick Ass yesterday. Kicked some ass did it indeed. Stupidly funny movie ;p Once again, I find myself clicking with guys more than girls. The girls in my class no likey me :/ Oh wells.
"So what do you think are some of the systematic errors during this experiment?" - Physics lecturer "Oh the radius of the circle was hard to maintain" - Zhi Xuan "Yeah, the clip wasn't in the same place" - Koek Yao "So that's a systematic error?" - PL "No" "No" ZX & KY "HAHAHHAHAHAHA." - Class
"What is the structural shape of this molecule" - Chem lecturer "Trigonal pyramidal!, CH3CH4 bla bla, V-shaped!" -Everyone "Square -.-" CL
LOL, may not seem funny to you but it was at the time. I love my class haha. And Philip's contagious laughter :D
Now, everyone smile and say, "I ♥ French Fries!" ;p
Currently listening to : Billionaire by Travis McCoy ft Bruno Mars
So far things have been.. a huge roller coaster of disaster. Over the past two weeks, it's been mixed emotions, crazy talk and spending money.
I stayed over at Hillary's place for about two nights. The picture above was taken by her, after I was forced to try on about 42652 clothes of hers. Surprisingly enough, we're both the same size. Except for her big feet and height. Oh and my bigger bum and her bigger boobs. It was fun, although all we pretty much did was jump around in her room trying on clothes and taking hours to decide what to wear for college the next day. Adrian, her boyfriend drove us to and from college both days, and oh, he's got the same birthday as me (Y) We slept late on both days, causing me to fall asleep in class so many times. Mmm, Hill's brother said to her that I've got a round ass. Gee, thanks for the newsflash. What her 15 year old brother is doing checking out my ass and all, I will never know. We watched Fame, ate too many damn Cheerios and bought clothes online, yay! Love love ♥
Other than that, college has been kinda shitty. HAHA no, not really. I just feel like pointing out that there are too many damn couples around. Like Hill said, all the hot ones are taken. Bahahahaha. Oh and I had my Maths and Spec Maths class test recently. 11/20 for Maths, yo. That's...bad.
For now, I'm staying in Beh Beh's place on weekdays, probably go to work on Friday afternoons after classes, then head back to Sepang for the weekend. I've got my last two driving hours this weekend, then I can book my JPJ test, although I can't say that I can confidently pass the exam. We'll see. I still haven't been to the movies in badonkey years but I did spend money on tops from F21 and a haircut. Thinking about rehighlighting my hair since it's not red anymore, more like shit yellow, as you can see in the picture. But meh, too lazy.
Well um, that's it for now. A shameless request : could anyone reading this please answer this survey for me? No registration or information required, just a favour for yours truly. Thanks. Click here.
This blog is not dead. I will update, it's just that I don't have time with all the driving classes, church and college things going on. It would be a lie to say that I'm not enjoying college, I really am. I'm opening up to things, and my classmates are really funny :)
I just feel kinda bored here. And a tad bit alone. I haven't shopped in DAYS! *proud of myself :p And I looong for my friends, my old friends.
I'm waiting to get my license, so I can finally drive and take myself out whenever I want. Three cheers for independance and being alone. Currently listening to : Down ft Lil Wayne by Jay Sean
Today, well technically yesterday, was my orientation (like I haven't already posted it everywhere :p) and it was pretty..well.. EPIC?! :)
I must say, at first I was kinda bored with all the speeches going on, and I found myself surrounded by people I normally wouldn't hang out with. But then when they split us into our classes, and started all the ice breaker games, that was when I started to warm up.
The games were seriously funny. There was one where we had to sit in a circle, and everyone had to lie down on the person on their right's lap. I have no idea if I make any sense but who cares. Then 3 people were given a list of words to act out, and the people lying down in that super awkward position had to guess what it was. They were sorta lying down on chairs and every one minute, the facilitators will pull out two chairs. I know it's hard to imagine but it was seriously hilarious. I was one of the 3 who had to act out the words which some of were Lady Gaga, Harry Potter, Facebook and other random words. I couldn't really act properly since I was in hysterics laughing at my poor classmates :p
Anyway, there were a few other games, and not to mention a real hottie in class M7 :p OH OH I'm class M4, btw. So far, there are definitely more guys than girls, I'll update as soon I have more to tell.
It's currently 3AM and I have class in 5 hours. I so shouldn't have taken that 2 and a half indulgent nap. My brain is so fucking awake that I have a headache from trying too hard to sleep. I have no idea how I'm going to survive on my very first day of class in college. Wish me luck! Currently listening to : World Behind My Wall by Tokio Hotel
Just a quick update on what I did this weekend, or the last weekend before my college life starts :) I know I'm making sorta big deal out of everything, and friends who have already started college tells me it's nothing much, but trust me, it's something to me, alright.
yesterday, Outing with my boys from high school, before Feck leaves for National Service, can't wait to see him bald :p For a few of them, it was the first time in Sunway Pyramid, so it was cute seeing them get excited bout everything. We had half our minds to go ice skating, the other half wanted to watch a movie. In the end, we ended up just walking around, before they all left for Mid Valley, leaving me to meet up with my dad.
today, Was supposed to wake up early for a whole day commited to church. Ended up waking at 1, missing the 11am service and lunch with Matt. Had lunch at Subway with Haris, although the silly boy wouldn't eat. Went for 4pm service, signed up for VIP, and I feel sooo good about it.
tomorrow, Orientation at Taylor's College, and I simply can't wait! :)
Currently listening to : Eenie Meenie by Sean Kingston & JB.
It's the 5th of February, already! Sucks that I still haven't decided where I want to go for college or that I still can't put my finger on which course I want...
Well anyway, I just got home from Lim Kok Wing, and I tell you, that place reeks of awesomeness. I love love love the environment which is not good. It's making my decision even harder to make. The architecture course there is cheaper than Taylors (surprisingly) by a bit but I'll have to start in March since my trial results were shit and I can't go for the Feb intake coz of that. Which also means I have another two months to kill and I simply can't wait for college.
So, my dad has impromptu-ly decided for me to take SAM in Taylors so that I have a better foundation for my second degree (LIKE WHAT?). Yeah, dad says he would prefer if I took a 2nd degree after my architecture. And by prefer, he means he wants. Mhmm. I'm thinking Chemical Engineering but hey, one step at a time, right? Plus, he prefers (heh) that after SAM, I go overseas to study, like in England or some shit but like I said, one step at a time. I don't want to rush my decision in these two months and regret later, so yeah, SAM.
Other than that, things have been pretty good. I'm going for my Grade 8 practical in August, then most likely my Diploma after that. I'm going to be staying with Beh Beh, my piano teacher coz it's nearer to Taylors. Oh, and I've finally registered for my license which will take about up to 2 months to finalise (yay!).
OHHH CHINESE NEW YEAR IS COMING! Haha sudden wave of excitement :p I haven't done any CNY shopping yet, we'll probably go on Sunday. Can't wait for all the gambling, food and ang pau money. Ngahahaha.
I'm happy :)
Currently listening to : Can't Stand It by NeverShoutNever! <- Listen to their new album, it's even more awesome than LKW.
Hey, so today I was at Taylor's Open Day at their Lakeside Campus, and its huuuuge! Mum and I went for a talk on Architecture, my main choice for a course. It wasn't really helpful though, bleh. Then I talked to this hottie about SAM, hehe. He was so bubbly and all, I wanted to take SAM because of him already :p
Anyway, mum and I walked to the hall where we met some counsellors. We talked about ADP, SAM and the Architecture course at Taylors. Now I can't decide ._. Do I reaaally want to take Architecture immediately? Or should I, as my mum says, waste a year and 20k on SAM? Sheesh, I don't know.
At dinner, dad made it worse by saying he wants me to study in Aussie or Singapore straight away. Pfft whatever. Not helping. We had dinner at the airport where we sent Sam off. Dad surprised Sam with an iTouch before she left. Fucken jealous okay. She's so lucky. At 14, I had zilch. Psh, whatever, I know I'm lucky enough. Can't wait for my turn to Aussie though. But dad said we only get 50AUD a week to spend on shopping -____- VHAT?!
However, I'm still crossing my fingers and toes that dad will get me the Canon 450D that I have been wanting for oh-so long before I leave next Monday. Hmm, this remaning week I have here in Malaysia will be pretty hectic, I've got loads planned out for everyday, but most of them are spending time with friends, but who says it's a waste? :p Currently listening to : Avalanche by Marie Digby
I go by the name Dee, been alive for 18 years and I've learned zilch. In 2000, I saw Justin Timberlake in This I Promise You. I've been in love with him ever since.
I don't understand myself sometimes, like how I want something so bad, but do nothing to get it. Yet I live by the words 'Carpe Diem'.
I'm really like everyone else : ordinary, normal and discontent with their lives.
Freddy Kruger was hiding behind telephone posts, scaring the beezwacks out of people. Poor Philip (;
